- Oct 17, 2023
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*+:。.。 TW for mentions of death, avoid paragraph w/ [*] and sickness, second [*] paragraph
Ebonylight never expected to live past adolescence.
{*} They'd watched cats pass away to sickness, starvation, and murder throughout their adolescence. Many, they'd just watched...give up. Just one day decided they weren't going to get up anymore and slowly, slowly, give up their fur, their muscles, their very bones to the uncomfortable grey rock of an unnaturally stone forest. Ebony wasn't the poetic type who'd look upon that kind of tragedy and vow to never give up - they'd learned quite quickly that it was rarely just a matter of choice or a test of strength. It was just a matter of time. You can train all you want, hunt all you want, and make as many connections as you'd like, but one day? One day the crows come for us all, and there'll be nothing of you left behind.
The only thing they could control in this awful story of theirs was how much fun they could have in the meantime. And fun they'd certainly had! Watching Gods fall, watching strong holds demolish, watching cats scream and bicker and lust for blood yet restrain themselves of their primal urges because of some invisible code dictated by sparkly, nonexistent cats. How lucky was Ebony to get to witness every part of this wonderful story!
They'd have liked to have a bigger role in it, granted, but just watching from the sidelines had been fun. Had been.
Ebonylight wheezed, blinking in surprise to find the contents of their stomach steaming lightly into the dewy air. Huh. Ebonylight had never gone out of their way to be particularly careful, so they would tell you with all the confidence in their soul that the only reason they hadn't died of sickness was pure luck. And that luck must've been strong, because throughout their moons they'd never actually felt the throws of illness, not once. Perhaps that luck had run out.
[*] Sitting up, Ebonylight rubbed at their maw, coming away to find nothing but bile. The smell alone made something in their gut wrench, and suddenly they were gagging again, lightheadedness and nausea making their eyes water. The moment passes, but the ache in their stomach doesn't subside. It's not as painful as they'd imagine the beginnings of illness to be, but the idea of the pain getting worse before leading to death was not an enjoyable one. Now was not the time to be getting sick, when the world was in chaos and the cats of Windclan weren't exactly their biggest fans right now. Their eyes wander to the medicine den, deciding a quick visit wouldn't hurt, just to confirm or not if this is a wander-into-the-night-and-disappear illness or just something that can be treated, like those yellow-cough cats.
But just as they make their way over, their eyes instead trail to the fresh-kill pile. Their stomach lurches again unpleasantly, despite their mouth-watering desperately in contrast. Huh.
Ebonylight never expected to live past adolescence.
{*} They'd watched cats pass away to sickness, starvation, and murder throughout their adolescence. Many, they'd just watched...give up. Just one day decided they weren't going to get up anymore and slowly, slowly, give up their fur, their muscles, their very bones to the uncomfortable grey rock of an unnaturally stone forest. Ebony wasn't the poetic type who'd look upon that kind of tragedy and vow to never give up - they'd learned quite quickly that it was rarely just a matter of choice or a test of strength. It was just a matter of time. You can train all you want, hunt all you want, and make as many connections as you'd like, but one day? One day the crows come for us all, and there'll be nothing of you left behind.
The only thing they could control in this awful story of theirs was how much fun they could have in the meantime. And fun they'd certainly had! Watching Gods fall, watching strong holds demolish, watching cats scream and bicker and lust for blood yet restrain themselves of their primal urges because of some invisible code dictated by sparkly, nonexistent cats. How lucky was Ebony to get to witness every part of this wonderful story!
They'd have liked to have a bigger role in it, granted, but just watching from the sidelines had been fun. Had been.
Ebonylight wheezed, blinking in surprise to find the contents of their stomach steaming lightly into the dewy air. Huh. Ebonylight had never gone out of their way to be particularly careful, so they would tell you with all the confidence in their soul that the only reason they hadn't died of sickness was pure luck. And that luck must've been strong, because throughout their moons they'd never actually felt the throws of illness, not once. Perhaps that luck had run out.
[*] Sitting up, Ebonylight rubbed at their maw, coming away to find nothing but bile. The smell alone made something in their gut wrench, and suddenly they were gagging again, lightheadedness and nausea making their eyes water. The moment passes, but the ache in their stomach doesn't subside. It's not as painful as they'd imagine the beginnings of illness to be, but the idea of the pain getting worse before leading to death was not an enjoyable one. Now was not the time to be getting sick, when the world was in chaos and the cats of Windclan weren't exactly their biggest fans right now. Their eyes wander to the medicine den, deciding a quick visit wouldn't hurt, just to confirm or not if this is a wander-into-the-night-and-disappear illness or just something that can be treated, like those yellow-cough cats.
But just as they make their way over, their eyes instead trail to the fresh-kill pile. Their stomach lurches again unpleasantly, despite their mouth-watering desperately in contrast. Huh.
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GENERAL:
☆ Ebonylight
☆ DFAB— He/They/She — Pansexual
☆ 16 moons — Ages 1 moon every month real-time
☆ Mentored by X
☆ Windclan — Moor-runner
COMBAT:
☆ Physically hard | mentally hard
☆ Attack in bold black
injuries: None currently