- Oct 22, 2022
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Only on one prior occasion has the tom crossed Twolegplace's threshold; under a name different to his current one, yet for reasons identical. As he wanders down the paved path, part of him wonders if his past encounter or her offspring still linger here. Another part yearns to scrub them from memory altogether.
However, in a departure from the norm, the greater part of Smogmaw's mind does not dwell on past mistakes. The usual theoretical scenarios and hypothetical contingencies are gone from his headspace, cast aside in favour of something - or rather, someone far greater.
Halfshade just has this effect on him. She smooths out all of the irregularities inside his mind. Her presence lifts the weight from his chest, and the burdens which come from living in ShadowClan seem so inconsequential in the long run. If there are words to describe how thankful he was that she returned the affection, it lay beyond Smogmaw's power to land them. She's just so pretty, so worth it. And a fellow like him, who might be best described as a morose pain-in-the-neck, simply doesn't deserve the warmth that Halfshade has to offer.
It had been a combination of their ideas to escape ShadowClan. The molly put it forward as a lighthearted quip, and the tom welcomed the notion with open paws. Their home was depressing. Cats were so weakened by hunger, they were going belly-up over rat bites and minor infections. How, in good conscience, could the two of them kindle an intimacy in such a downtrodden environment? Leaving the clans behind them, even for a brief period of time, would give them some breathing room; an opportunity to bond without their clanmates breathing down their necks, while seeing some unfamiliar sights along the way.
"Sky's so clear tonight," remarks the tom, glancing toward the stars freckling the sky. It isn't their light that illuminates their surroundings, but rather the twoleg-made lanterns looming over the path. "D'you think they're watching us, Halfshade?" he asks. He then looks towards his companion, imparting a wry grin toward her. "I hope they're minding their own business up there. Last thing I want is ghosts gossiping about you 'n me."
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However, in a departure from the norm, the greater part of Smogmaw's mind does not dwell on past mistakes. The usual theoretical scenarios and hypothetical contingencies are gone from his headspace, cast aside in favour of something - or rather, someone far greater.
Halfshade just has this effect on him. She smooths out all of the irregularities inside his mind. Her presence lifts the weight from his chest, and the burdens which come from living in ShadowClan seem so inconsequential in the long run. If there are words to describe how thankful he was that she returned the affection, it lay beyond Smogmaw's power to land them. She's just so pretty, so worth it. And a fellow like him, who might be best described as a morose pain-in-the-neck, simply doesn't deserve the warmth that Halfshade has to offer.
It had been a combination of their ideas to escape ShadowClan. The molly put it forward as a lighthearted quip, and the tom welcomed the notion with open paws. Their home was depressing. Cats were so weakened by hunger, they were going belly-up over rat bites and minor infections. How, in good conscience, could the two of them kindle an intimacy in such a downtrodden environment? Leaving the clans behind them, even for a brief period of time, would give them some breathing room; an opportunity to bond without their clanmates breathing down their necks, while seeing some unfamiliar sights along the way.
"Sky's so clear tonight," remarks the tom, glancing toward the stars freckling the sky. It isn't their light that illuminates their surroundings, but rather the twoleg-made lanterns looming over the path. "D'you think they're watching us, Halfshade?" he asks. He then looks towards his companion, imparting a wry grin toward her. "I hope they're minding their own business up there. Last thing I want is ghosts gossiping about you 'n me."
[ please wait for @Halfshade to respond! ]