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Thrushpaw let out a sigh against the cold newleaf morning. So much seemed to happen so fast now that she had finally been made an apprentice. Her muscles ached and her paws were still muddy from her sparring session. She seemed unaware of others in the clearing, just taking a moment to catch her breath. After what felt like ages to her, she managed to find the will to continue on her way to the fresh-kill pile. It had been well earned, at least in her justifications and gingerly she grabbed a small trout from the pile. It didn't seem as high as she'd like but she knew from word of maw that many of RiverClan's warriors were still recovering from the battle. They had to recover and she desired secretly to go out on her own and try and catch something.
With another dramatic sigh, she set the fish between her forepaws and began to eat.
Her movements were decisive but shaky. It was clear that the girl was tired and with no-cat around to see it, she felt at ease at last in showing at least a minute amount of weakness.
After a few hungered bites, she licked her chops and drew a paw over her ears.
The newleaf sun had yet scarcely peaked on its course to the horizon and she already wanted to curl back into her nest but she adamantly refused. More than anything Thrushpaw had wanted to impress Stoatsplash and now it felt to her that every muscle screamed in protest.
Her eyes were distant, had she really contributed enough to earn this meal? She wondered, eyes looking blearily around the clearing. Unable to spot any gaze upon herself, she resigned to another bite of the fish, chewing tentatively.
Surely there was more that could be done but she knew now as she sagged into a more comfortable position that she'd pushed herself too hard. As good as she believed her intentions to be, she'd certainly overexerted to a degree that would make any venture her mind might conjure up much too difficult.
So far the apprentice hadn't really spoken to any of her fellow paws, feeling anxious, feeling like they'd know that she was foolhardy. It was a struggle that she could not yet comprehend existing only inside of her head.
With a clan so full of honorable and strong warriors, how could (I) she possibly believe that she could do less than the best? It was another pointless question, one inadverdently uttered out loud as a tired mind slipped in it's barriers to audible speech. At the moment though, the realization escaped her, she was simply too tired. With another sigh, she gave into her hunger, nabbing another bite off the trout, guitily.
@ashpaw!
With another dramatic sigh, she set the fish between her forepaws and began to eat.
Her movements were decisive but shaky. It was clear that the girl was tired and with no-cat around to see it, she felt at ease at last in showing at least a minute amount of weakness.
After a few hungered bites, she licked her chops and drew a paw over her ears.
The newleaf sun had yet scarcely peaked on its course to the horizon and she already wanted to curl back into her nest but she adamantly refused. More than anything Thrushpaw had wanted to impress Stoatsplash and now it felt to her that every muscle screamed in protest.
Her eyes were distant, had she really contributed enough to earn this meal? She wondered, eyes looking blearily around the clearing. Unable to spot any gaze upon herself, she resigned to another bite of the fish, chewing tentatively.
Surely there was more that could be done but she knew now as she sagged into a more comfortable position that she'd pushed herself too hard. As good as she believed her intentions to be, she'd certainly overexerted to a degree that would make any venture her mind might conjure up much too difficult.
So far the apprentice hadn't really spoken to any of her fellow paws, feeling anxious, feeling like they'd know that she was foolhardy. It was a struggle that she could not yet comprehend existing only inside of her head.
With a clan so full of honorable and strong warriors, how could (I) she possibly believe that she could do less than the best? It was another pointless question, one inadverdently uttered out loud as a tired mind slipped in it's barriers to audible speech. At the moment though, the realization escaped her, she was simply too tired. With another sigh, she gave into her hunger, nabbing another bite off the trout, guitily.
@ashpaw!
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