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'Why didn't you just leave, Silversmoke?'
The words of his clanmate still rang in his ears like tinnitus as he prowled into SkyClan's camp. He could have left, joined one of the other groups, and probably would have been happier for it, but the tabby had allowed himself to fall into a routine within SkyClan: do his duties, watch the Twolegplace for signs of danger, repeat. It was nothing special compared to what other groupmates did, but the sense of purpose forced Smoke to stay in the face of adversity - there was no telling if the other groups would offer him the same little comforts that meant a thousand stars. The snow crunched beneath his paws as he moved into the camp, a meager mouse caught between the tom's teeth. Its bones stuck out from beneath its sodden fur and knowing that it'd barely make a meal for an apprentice hurt his ego somewhat, but simple scraps were better than starving. It was his second winter, he never remembered the first one being so cruel, but age had brought cynicism along with it. Cynicism, and wounds too. The bumpy tissue on his face felt more bitten than the cold than anything else, it was a painful accident that the one who'd given him such a scar now resided among SkyClan and its wannabe warriors.
His claws unsheathed at the thought. With an ounce of carelessness, he tossed the skinny rodent to the elderflower bush and scanned the camp with mismatched eyes. He didn't have many friends in SkyClan. Silversmoke had always kept to himself, there was a certain vulnerability to opening himself up to kittypets that he wasn't quite comfortable with yet. Wordlessly, he assessed who was around, the tip of his shorter tail lashing out of spite for leafbare's wind. The tabby stepped forward, recoiling his paw quickly at the texture of fabric beneath the hardened pad. He glared downwards at the source of his surprise, a collar, and lowered his head in indignation. Either someone had decided they wanted to abandon their kittypet ways, or someone had lost a part of their pelt. As much as Silversmoke hoped for the latter, he didn't have high hopes. There was no shame in being cared for by one of those creatures in SkyClan, there was the freedom to have a paw in two different worlds and the opportunity to leave whenever it was simply convenient. Silversmoke didn't know if it was simply caution that made him doubt his groupmates, or jealousy.
It didn't matter, what mattered was making sure that their fairweather friends did not slack off. "Really?" He asked the nearest cat next to him, picking up the collar with a singular claw as if it were somehow diseased. "We're just leaving these around now?"