- Jun 7, 2022
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Life floats past them on river-ripples, and for all the good that it brings, it never quite stops bringing bad memories alongside. He remembers the peace he'd felt here so long ago. The long trek through the moor that WindClan'd claimed, edging around ThunderClan's treeline and the contested territory it'd been made up of. Ignoring the colony-less rogues to sit along the riverbank and just breathe it all in. Fresh air, crisp and cool like snow across his heated pelt. Stepping into those waters for the first time and cleaning the mud off his pelt — he'd come up a new cat. Fish filled their bellies, filled his own. And though he'd returned to the shadows each night he'd done so with more strength to his limbs and a fresh outlook on everything that sat before him.
Stars know it hadn't stayed that way for all too long. Cicadastar took to the water like he'd always knew he would. The river king had felt eternal. Even as the waters swept him away, he'd come creeping back with every expectation of that lanky cat still sittin' there. Smokestar was– well, he'd been left gutted like some'f the fish their clan had been finding. Missing the part of himself he'd always thought eternal and flopping breathlessly along the shore. At least he could visit his bones. ShadowClan'd so kindly let them in. But the new chapter of his life had closed all too quickly, and those are bones he could never lie atop and mourn. Had he ever been all that good at it anyway?
His paws dip past the reeds to the crest of a tall bank in the river. Its sandy dirt edge is sturdy enough to hold him steady as his paws slide down it. Splashes of silver water dart up to lick at his chest where they sink into his fur and disappear. His toes touch the wet sand at the bottom of the river by the time its hungry welcome has swallowed him halfway up his legs. Against the heated skin of his scars, its an unbelievable comfort. A sigh falls off his mouth before he can even consider trying to silence it. His hind legs finally follow him in. Down the bank with a splash, now up to his belly as he stretches into the waves. Lapping up at his belly, soaking the part of his paws. Burying himself in the very heart of what'd pulled him here.
And despite every intention he'd had of making this work; hunting and patrolling, doing all that he could to keep his paws busy, his throat fills up with the whole of his heart. The good and the bad an' everything that lingered in between. He ends up laughing, even as an unwelcome tear spills out over the edge of a marred eye. The water's beautiful. His tired heart can't take that sort of thing after all they've shoved their way through. Before anyone stumbling across the bend of this river can see the mess of himself he makes, Houndstride shoves his head under the water and shoves off the bank into deeper water. Its lazy tide pulls him out with each stroke of his paws. He is, momentarily, at peace with his life.
Stars know it hadn't stayed that way for all too long. Cicadastar took to the water like he'd always knew he would. The river king had felt eternal. Even as the waters swept him away, he'd come creeping back with every expectation of that lanky cat still sittin' there. Smokestar was– well, he'd been left gutted like some'f the fish their clan had been finding. Missing the part of himself he'd always thought eternal and flopping breathlessly along the shore. At least he could visit his bones. ShadowClan'd so kindly let them in. But the new chapter of his life had closed all too quickly, and those are bones he could never lie atop and mourn. Had he ever been all that good at it anyway?
His paws dip past the reeds to the crest of a tall bank in the river. Its sandy dirt edge is sturdy enough to hold him steady as his paws slide down it. Splashes of silver water dart up to lick at his chest where they sink into his fur and disappear. His toes touch the wet sand at the bottom of the river by the time its hungry welcome has swallowed him halfway up his legs. Against the heated skin of his scars, its an unbelievable comfort. A sigh falls off his mouth before he can even consider trying to silence it. His hind legs finally follow him in. Down the bank with a splash, now up to his belly as he stretches into the waves. Lapping up at his belly, soaking the part of his paws. Burying himself in the very heart of what'd pulled him here.
And despite every intention he'd had of making this work; hunting and patrolling, doing all that he could to keep his paws busy, his throat fills up with the whole of his heart. The good and the bad an' everything that lingered in between. He ends up laughing, even as an unwelcome tear spills out over the edge of a marred eye. The water's beautiful. His tired heart can't take that sort of thing after all they've shoved their way through. Before anyone stumbling across the bend of this river can see the mess of himself he makes, Houndstride shoves his head under the water and shoves off the bank into deeper water. Its lazy tide pulls him out with each stroke of his paws. He is, momentarily, at peace with his life.
- OOC. this was supposed to go a dif direction but instead you guys can enjoy four paragraphs of hound monologuing, congrats
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a lean chocolate tabby with lime green eyes. the scars that had once been limited to the bridge of his nose now shatter and expand across that entire side of his face, up to a ripped ear and down to his shoulder and front left leg. it is somewhat painful at times, but it does not inhibit him too terribly.
( 𝑵𝑶𝑻𝑬 ) please disregard the tags in previous post, where it says his injury is on his right side. it is his left and i struggle with cardinal directions. -
"speech"