- May 16, 2023
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A sunken heart had weighed heavy in her chest. The search for a certain pointed molly had begun well before her paws finally set out to tear the plains into pieces for her. Lichentail wasn't as easy of a solid find like Rookfang had been. The spiky-furred tom didn't move very fast, typically remaining in one place for thoroughness before moving on. It helped that his tired gait didn't have her truly chasing him down.
While the Lead wasn't among the names Smokethroat had listed in their losses (and surely he would not leave out the loss of his own team), seeing not a single trace of her had sent a spark of anxiety through her chest. Not for any particular reason other than the realization of how she could hardly bear the distance put between them. Hazecloud had realized far too late the comforts she found in just sharing a home with her. Building that home together, even if they weren't on speaking terms.
When her thoughts often trailed back to home they were always joined with memories or hopeful future endeavors with Lichentail. Recalling where Rookfang had overstepped, without thought she compared it to how the molly had treated her when they were still together. If anything Lichentail pushed her to do more, to be more bold, to find better purpose. Now she had, and now she realized just how dumb of a lover she had been.
The trail ahead of her is leading back down a familiar path. It doesn't look the same as before, though, now with frost caressing the wilted, brittle growth. What used to be overgrown green now decayed into thin wisps, old memories of summer blooms and sweet breezes. There she found the figure she sought. Not even the fatigue of countless days travel kept her paws against the ground, lifting up into a bound to cut the distance between them and nearly colliding into the others lanky body. Hazecloud wanted to jump into an embrace- Hazecloud did jump into embracing Lichentail without a blink of hesitation.
"You're alive!" Relief washed over her voice. "I'm so sorry- I'm sorry it took me a dumb mountain to realize it." The tears she held back when facing Rookfang were no match when she looked up into the others gaze. Searching for recognition in the words that spilled like her weeping eyes without thought.
"I prayed every single night to come back home to you. Every single moment I thought would be my last, I thought of you. I... I won't go another day hiding the truth. There's no one else, Lichentail. My heart is yours till the end of time, it always was." Hazecloud pressed her muzzle against the fur on her chest. "I want to be that mate that you deserve. I want to love you, loudly and without anything to hide. Will you..." She felt the momentum of her excitement begin to falter as the doubt set in- I can't stop now!
"Will you love me again?"
-- @lichentail
While the Lead wasn't among the names Smokethroat had listed in their losses (and surely he would not leave out the loss of his own team), seeing not a single trace of her had sent a spark of anxiety through her chest. Not for any particular reason other than the realization of how she could hardly bear the distance put between them. Hazecloud had realized far too late the comforts she found in just sharing a home with her. Building that home together, even if they weren't on speaking terms.
When her thoughts often trailed back to home they were always joined with memories or hopeful future endeavors with Lichentail. Recalling where Rookfang had overstepped, without thought she compared it to how the molly had treated her when they were still together. If anything Lichentail pushed her to do more, to be more bold, to find better purpose. Now she had, and now she realized just how dumb of a lover she had been.
The trail ahead of her is leading back down a familiar path. It doesn't look the same as before, though, now with frost caressing the wilted, brittle growth. What used to be overgrown green now decayed into thin wisps, old memories of summer blooms and sweet breezes. There she found the figure she sought. Not even the fatigue of countless days travel kept her paws against the ground, lifting up into a bound to cut the distance between them and nearly colliding into the others lanky body. Hazecloud wanted to jump into an embrace- Hazecloud did jump into embracing Lichentail without a blink of hesitation.
"You're alive!" Relief washed over her voice. "I'm so sorry- I'm sorry it took me a dumb mountain to realize it." The tears she held back when facing Rookfang were no match when she looked up into the others gaze. Searching for recognition in the words that spilled like her weeping eyes without thought.
"I prayed every single night to come back home to you. Every single moment I thought would be my last, I thought of you. I... I won't go another day hiding the truth. There's no one else, Lichentail. My heart is yours till the end of time, it always was." Hazecloud pressed her muzzle against the fur on her chest. "I want to be that mate that you deserve. I want to love you, loudly and without anything to hide. Will you..." She felt the momentum of her excitement begin to falter as the doubt set in- I can't stop now!
"Will you love me again?"
-- @lichentail