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Blazestar is behind Howlfire, Johnnyflame, and Slate—he does not make it to camp until nearly an hour after they have. His paws are leaden—it’s as though he’s traveled through every mire in ShadowClan, mud welling up to his belly and ribcage. He’d known for so long that Moonpaw had held her vendetta cleanly between her teeth, but to see it bared so openly, so resentfully… It’s a pain worse than any death he’s suffered yet.
But he knows—he knows he cannot fault Moonpaw for her hatred. She is protecting herself the best way she knows how. She has severed her ties to her SkyClan kin and has dedicated herself to the warrior code built on her sister’s grave. Blazestar knows if he searched those frost-blue eyes for long enough, he’d find the girl she’d been… but he will never get that opportunity now, and he must do as she has. He must let her go.
“I’m sure Slate and Johnnyflame have filled you in on what occurred.” His tone is cool as he addresses Orangeblossom and his lead warriors. Sheltered now in the sanctity of his den, Blazestar feels some of his confidence returning—but there is still shame singing his pelt, there is still grief sticking to his claws like mud. “I will not risk a war with ThunderClan. I will not have Howlingstar think we do not respect the warrior code.” He peers past them, out into camp. “This is the second time a kittypet joiner has trespassed onto their territory. Are the cats I allow into this Clan making a mockery of our honor?” He does not know. He truly does not.
// @orangeblossom @SILVERSMOKE @SLATE @Johnnyflame @TWITCHBOLT
But he knows—he knows he cannot fault Moonpaw for her hatred. She is protecting herself the best way she knows how. She has severed her ties to her SkyClan kin and has dedicated herself to the warrior code built on her sister’s grave. Blazestar knows if he searched those frost-blue eyes for long enough, he’d find the girl she’d been… but he will never get that opportunity now, and he must do as she has. He must let her go.
“I’m sure Slate and Johnnyflame have filled you in on what occurred.” His tone is cool as he addresses Orangeblossom and his lead warriors. Sheltered now in the sanctity of his den, Blazestar feels some of his confidence returning—but there is still shame singing his pelt, there is still grief sticking to his claws like mud. “I will not risk a war with ThunderClan. I will not have Howlingstar think we do not respect the warrior code.” He peers past them, out into camp. “This is the second time a kittypet joiner has trespassed onto their territory. Are the cats I allow into this Clan making a mockery of our honor?” He does not know. He truly does not.
// @orangeblossom @SILVERSMOKE @SLATE @Johnnyflame @TWITCHBOLT