- Oct 17, 2022
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MAYBE I'D BE A SAINT IF I WEREN'T ————————————
Early morning, the grass cool and damp under Snakeblink’s paw, sunlight warm on his back, and all he can focus on is the thousand things needing his attention back at camp. Den to repairs, patrols to organize… Even his apprentice’s training feels like one more duty he has to juggle — the adolescent trails after him now and he half-wishes to have left him safe at camp, counterproductive as that would have been. The painful aftermath of the latest skirmish over Sunningrock, brought to mind as they walk past it on their patrol route, is just one more thing to worry about, one source of stress among many.
He is tired of the losses, the defeats. More than peace, he longs for true respite for his clan, and it has never felt further out of reach.
Blinking wearily — he hasn’t been sleeping, and his eyelids feel like they are made of sand — the thin tabby tucks the thoughts away, to be considered later, and gazes over the river at the trees marking Skyclan’s territory on the other side. The tip of his tail shivers, an instinctive gesture of aggravation restrained into something more easily hidden. He cannot fault Skyclan for their caution, but he can resent them for it. Fairweather friends are worth little in these stormy times.
”I wonder if they have received news of their missing clanmates yet,” he muses aloud, somewhat bitterly: Riverclan never gets the privilege of news about their lost clanmates, but the other clans always seem infinitely more lucky than they are.
He is tired of the losses, the defeats. More than peace, he longs for true respite for his clan, and it has never felt further out of reach.
Blinking wearily — he hasn’t been sleeping, and his eyelids feel like they are made of sand — the thin tabby tucks the thoughts away, to be considered later, and gazes over the river at the trees marking Skyclan’s territory on the other side. The tip of his tail shivers, an instinctive gesture of aggravation restrained into something more easily hidden. He cannot fault Skyclan for their caution, but he can resent them for it. Fairweather friends are worth little in these stormy times.
”I wonder if they have received news of their missing clanmates yet,” he muses aloud, somewhat bitterly: Riverclan never gets the privilege of news about their lost clanmates, but the other clans always seem infinitely more lucky than they are.
——————————————————————————————————— so god damn lonely
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— Snakeblink • he / him. 40 ☾, riverclan warrior
— a sleek, skinny tabby with long ears and a scar over his right eye.
— gay, not actually evil, penned by @Kangoo