- Aug 14, 2023
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Maybe Frostbite's softheartedness was wearing off on him. He couldn't say he was fond of it, loved the guy but he felt he was a little too much of a pushover when it came to feelings at times but that came from a tom who felt his emotions on a level that far exceeded the norm. Skunktail did not feel anger, he felt rage. Skunktail was never happy, he was jubilant. Everything was intense and overwhelming at times, he let himself be a vessel for his feelings rather than attempt to control them in any constructive way.
He was not sorry for being angry, she had been foolish and endangered herself and her kits and it lead to such grief and pain, she had kits at the most innappropriate time - something that should have been celebrated was instead another trial to overcome for the clan. But he WAS sorry for having lost his cool, he was sorry for not reigning it in enough to make his feelings heard without barred teeth and screams, forcing a defensive response. The black and white tom's jaw clenched, the object between his teeth felt heavy in the way something like this shouldn't be but he was not about to back out of his decision now. He thinks of Frostbite, kind and a little too dense and how he offered patience to cats Skunktail didn't think deserved even a sliver. He respected him, loved him, how could he face his new mate and claim to look up to him if he did not first embrace his ideals. Or try to. He was going to try. How well that went was in the air.
She is not hard to find in the camp, his paws swiftly carrying him over and he sets his prize down near her before nudging it with his nose to roll it forward, "This is for you." Ah, words. He's not good at those, never has been and never claimed to be, part of him still stubbornly doesn't want to apologize for anything but he swallows and forces that wave of unease down, "I want to start over. I won't lie and say I'm sorry for being upset with you." He wasn't going to rehash it all again, they both knew how it was, "...but I may have been too harsh. I am sorry for that."
He waves a dark paw at the thing he'd found, dug out of carrionplace where he gets most his odd treasures. Truthfully he has no idea what it is. It looks like a plucked bird and makes awful noises.
Maybe Frostbite's softheartedness was wearing off on him. He couldn't say he was fond of it, loved the guy but he felt he was a little too much of a pushover when it came to feelings at times but that came from a tom who felt his emotions on a level that far exceeded the norm. Skunktail did not feel anger, he felt rage. Skunktail was never happy, he was jubilant. Everything was intense and overwhelming at times, he let himself be a vessel for his feelings rather than attempt to control them in any constructive way.
He was not sorry for being angry, she had been foolish and endangered herself and her kits and it lead to such grief and pain, she had kits at the most innappropriate time - something that should have been celebrated was instead another trial to overcome for the clan. But he WAS sorry for having lost his cool, he was sorry for not reigning it in enough to make his feelings heard without barred teeth and screams, forcing a defensive response. The black and white tom's jaw clenched, the object between his teeth felt heavy in the way something like this shouldn't be but he was not about to back out of his decision now. He thinks of Frostbite, kind and a little too dense and how he offered patience to cats Skunktail didn't think deserved even a sliver. He respected him, loved him, how could he face his new mate and claim to look up to him if he did not first embrace his ideals. Or try to. He was going to try. How well that went was in the air.
She is not hard to find in the camp, his paws swiftly carrying him over and he sets his prize down near her before nudging it with his nose to roll it forward, "This is for you." Ah, words. He's not good at those, never has been and never claimed to be, part of him still stubbornly doesn't want to apologize for anything but he swallows and forces that wave of unease down, "I want to start over. I won't lie and say I'm sorry for being upset with you." He wasn't going to rehash it all again, they both knew how it was, "...but I may have been too harsh. I am sorry for that."
He waves a dark paw at the thing he'd found, dug out of carrionplace where he gets most his odd treasures. Truthfully he has no idea what it is. It looks like a plucked bird and makes awful noises.
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- @FERNDANCE but not a PAFP!
It is one of those screaming chicken squeaky toys!
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—⊰⋅ Warrior of ShadowClan
—⊰⋅ He/Him
"SPEECH", 'THOUGHTS', ATTACK
—⊰⋅ SH Black & white tom w/spearmint green eyes