- Feb 23, 2023
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Mintshade has mostly existed in uncharacteristic silence since the sudden shift in clan dynamic. Sunstride was Sunstar now, Sootstar was dead, the clan was slowly healing from the open wounds she had long since ignored because they had not bled upon her. Part of her wonders if she should have sided with her sister, defended her as she once thought she might have; died the way she felt she should have, it would have been nice to go down in battle but in a sudden strange turn of heart she had chosen something else. A path once paved in bodies and bloodshed had been one she craved, she longed to continue her quest to better herself in combat, to clash claws with another; a life and death struggle to keep her feeling alive. Now? Now, she wasn't sure. Mintshade didn't know what she wanted anymore in this world. The purpose she once held, defended a throne secured, was no longer something she felt any pride or need in; Sunstride did not need wayward defenders, the clan had blossomed like the moorland fields from beneath the oppressive air it once held. She feels strange for noticing no difference, nothing has changed for her in a meaningful way. The nursery is full of kits, the freshkill pile is full of prey and WindClan felt lighter. Her shaded, scarred and dour figure seemed alarmingly out of place now. No cackling at blood spilled in bitter spats, no mocking those whose voices rang in opposition, snapping her teeth at retreating tails as cats were sent fleeing for their lives. The calm unsettled her. It was worth basking in, enjoying and accepting, but her fur prickled and she felt as if she were trapped within her own skin unable to escape.
The dark molly gave a silent huff as she lay on her belly at the edge of camp, watching everyone go about their business and a surge of loneliness swelled in her chest; she hated that she missed Sootstar. Bluepool was still here, but as a lead warrior her duties kept her busy, Sootstar's many offspring scattered like petals in a breeze through the tall grass but she never was close to them; Mintshade had always kept a distance and now it felt too late to try.
As she stared, acid green gaze fixated forward, a flicker of red caught her eye and she lowered her head to glance upon the tiny speck settled on her paw. A ladybug, spotted and shining like a smooth stone in the sun. She was once told they were a sign of good fortune, of luck. The black she-cat scoffed, flicking her paw to send the bug fluttering away. Was it a sign from StarClan? She doubted it, a cat like her didn't get signs - those were for healers, leaders...
But a small part of her hopes its an indication of something changing. Luck bestowed upon her to find her path again perhaps? Who was to say.
"I wonder if there are flowers by the sunwarmed pools yet..."
Mintshade has mostly existed in uncharacteristic silence since the sudden shift in clan dynamic. Sunstride was Sunstar now, Sootstar was dead, the clan was slowly healing from the open wounds she had long since ignored because they had not bled upon her. Part of her wonders if she should have sided with her sister, defended her as she once thought she might have; died the way she felt she should have, it would have been nice to go down in battle but in a sudden strange turn of heart she had chosen something else. A path once paved in bodies and bloodshed had been one she craved, she longed to continue her quest to better herself in combat, to clash claws with another; a life and death struggle to keep her feeling alive. Now? Now, she wasn't sure. Mintshade didn't know what she wanted anymore in this world. The purpose she once held, defended a throne secured, was no longer something she felt any pride or need in; Sunstride did not need wayward defenders, the clan had blossomed like the moorland fields from beneath the oppressive air it once held. She feels strange for noticing no difference, nothing has changed for her in a meaningful way. The nursery is full of kits, the freshkill pile is full of prey and WindClan felt lighter. Her shaded, scarred and dour figure seemed alarmingly out of place now. No cackling at blood spilled in bitter spats, no mocking those whose voices rang in opposition, snapping her teeth at retreating tails as cats were sent fleeing for their lives. The calm unsettled her. It was worth basking in, enjoying and accepting, but her fur prickled and she felt as if she were trapped within her own skin unable to escape.
The dark molly gave a silent huff as she lay on her belly at the edge of camp, watching everyone go about their business and a surge of loneliness swelled in her chest; she hated that she missed Sootstar. Bluepool was still here, but as a lead warrior her duties kept her busy, Sootstar's many offspring scattered like petals in a breeze through the tall grass but she never was close to them; Mintshade had always kept a distance and now it felt too late to try.
As she stared, acid green gaze fixated forward, a flicker of red caught her eye and she lowered her head to glance upon the tiny speck settled on her paw. A ladybug, spotted and shining like a smooth stone in the sun. She was once told they were a sign of good fortune, of luck. The black she-cat scoffed, flicking her paw to send the bug fluttering away. Was it a sign from StarClan? She doubted it, a cat like her didn't get signs - those were for healers, leaders...
But a small part of her hopes its an indication of something changing. Luck bestowed upon her to find her path again perhaps? Who was to say.
"I wonder if there are flowers by the sunwarmed pools yet..."
- Prompt ⊱✿⊰ Ladybugs are symbols of luck, and one just so happens to land on your character! What endeavors are they hoping to be lucky in?
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—⊰⋅ Warrior (Moor Runner) of WindClan
—⊰⋅ She/Her
"SPEECH", 'THOUGHTS', ATTACK
—⊰⋅ SH Solid black cat w/ acid green eyes.