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The sun burns cruelly along his back.
What had once been Newleaf warmth was quickly turning to the blister of Greenleaf; and though this was normal — something he's seen time and time again, both within, and outside of the forest, the sun's prickle now feels anything but impersonal. Was that His version of a smile? Of a glimmer of a laugh? Was He teasing him, like this; the burning equivalent of bugs in ones nest? The sun has always lived. Always lived, and will live. But it's vigor was something difference, its vibrance grating more than it soothed, any longer...
Dawnglare picks apart each and every imperfection on his way to SkyClan's border. It's leaves that oozed sickness, moss that crept where it did not belong. A place full of wonder! Splendor, keen enough for others to fight over it... or some such. They're no special than others. All that ThunderClan seemed to excel in was the dead.
Does that upset you? Oh, he hoped that it did. A noxious smile writhes its way onto his face, pearly teeth and pink gums. He counts all of the things in this forest that he would like to tear to pieces. The leaves, the herbs, the trees... Of course, their Medicine cat that deemed him lowly, unkind, unworthy. All that, when next to him, he is alike to god. What would upset you all the most? He detested them all. He felt nothing for no one. Teeth ache for flesh and a damp nose longs to be pressed into star - bright fur.
The stars. The stars? Could they not invade his life for a moment? (Could they not redeem him as savior?)
His silence is not calm. It is the very opposite, accompanied by twitches of his face and neurotic, glazed eyes. The border garners his full attention, and yet none of it at all. A too - intense, sideward glance awaits the appearance of one of their... patrols. Pointless, this endeavor. Pointless. The glance he gives to ThunderClan is one fogged with intent. Inwardly, he cries out to the sun— look, listen. " ThunderClan will remember me, won't they? " Anyone could say anything. It does not matter.
// wobbly timing this a bit... he's with @GENTLESTORM & @HOWLINGSTAR <3 no need to wait!
What had once been Newleaf warmth was quickly turning to the blister of Greenleaf; and though this was normal — something he's seen time and time again, both within, and outside of the forest, the sun's prickle now feels anything but impersonal. Was that His version of a smile? Of a glimmer of a laugh? Was He teasing him, like this; the burning equivalent of bugs in ones nest? The sun has always lived. Always lived, and will live. But it's vigor was something difference, its vibrance grating more than it soothed, any longer...
Dawnglare picks apart each and every imperfection on his way to SkyClan's border. It's leaves that oozed sickness, moss that crept where it did not belong. A place full of wonder! Splendor, keen enough for others to fight over it... or some such. They're no special than others. All that ThunderClan seemed to excel in was the dead.
Does that upset you? Oh, he hoped that it did. A noxious smile writhes its way onto his face, pearly teeth and pink gums. He counts all of the things in this forest that he would like to tear to pieces. The leaves, the herbs, the trees... Of course, their Medicine cat that deemed him lowly, unkind, unworthy. All that, when next to him, he is alike to god. What would upset you all the most? He detested them all. He felt nothing for no one. Teeth ache for flesh and a damp nose longs to be pressed into star - bright fur.
The stars. The stars? Could they not invade his life for a moment? (Could they not redeem him as savior?)
His silence is not calm. It is the very opposite, accompanied by twitches of his face and neurotic, glazed eyes. The border garners his full attention, and yet none of it at all. A too - intense, sideward glance awaits the appearance of one of their... patrols. Pointless, this endeavor. Pointless. The glance he gives to ThunderClan is one fogged with intent. Inwardly, he cries out to the sun— look, listen. " ThunderClan will remember me, won't they? " Anyone could say anything. It does not matter.
// wobbly timing this a bit... he's with @GENTLESTORM & @HOWLINGSTAR <3 no need to wait!