- Jun 9, 2022
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Dawnglare does not understand the foolishness that has so suddenly overtaken StarClan's collective consciousness. It occurred to him that day, when he met eyes of amber and wanted nothing more than to rip them from a bleached skull and fumble with them between his claws. A killer. Only for the will of others, has Dawnglare always refused this urge. Has he been wasting his time? Could he have lived stress free, knowing he could go so far as kill and the stars would still look kindly down upon him? A killer dares to call him wrong, when Dawnglare was far from what he was. That nightβ the one where he slept, pressed snug against the earth's soul is when he realized the nightmares were not his own.
He does not own them. Why would his own claws grip incessantly at such fantasies? His face is brightly weary between dull trunks; trees deserted, both by SkyClan and the One they rooted themselves into. Aimlessly, he always wanders. And always, he finds nothing, or something. Sometimes, he catches glimpses of a new moon's face; other times glints of a dying sun. He is furious now, and his screams echo, as if the sky had been torn away. At the same time, his screams are nothingβ soundless between his own ears. All he can do is feel the strain of his voice. That's how he knows he is screaming.
He wakes, and midday streams through the sealing. His teeth are clenched, and his fur is ruffled as he rises, lurching suddenly forward, limbs inconsistent on remaining within his nest or not. There is a sliver of spit at the corner of his maw, and he swipes his tongue across it the moment he truly comes to. His head lifts and cracks in unnatural motion, snapping toward his apprentice. His apprentice who was here, blank - eyed and foolish as he always was. Not far, far away, ignoring the cry of the one cat he should listen to. (Of the one cat he'd promised he would listen to). He'd breathing heavier than he ought to. He considers burning his own eyes shut by the sun.
Dawnglare is out of his nest in one foul swoop. Quickly now, quickly he scoops up a bundle of herbage, unceremoniously mashed into his mouth before he is pushing towards the entrance of his den. " Fireflypaw, " he snaps, frustration betrayed by the twitch of his tail-tip. " Today, you learn something. Get cobwebs and come here, "
A fox - like complexion breaks the surface, and quickly, he is heading for a dark warrior, their gaze like a burning sunset. Perhaps his steps were heavier, and perhaps Dawnglare would never admit this. Slinking toward them with a scowl on his face, Dawnglare would round the round the lead warrior, canting his head to level an aggravated stare. " You did not listen to me, " he drones, in reference to the order for the warrior to have come to him for treatment. So the inversed situation now had to be in order. Annoying. " So I am coming to you, instead. " A sharp look would be aimed at any faces around them, daring them to think that this would become a common practice. Lucky them, that the Medicine Cat craved fresh air.
He casts a glance to his apprentice, presumably coming up behind him. Dawnglare would greet him with narrowed eyes, and offer his patient a side - long glance through the corner of his eye. " What is the most common thing you will have to deal with in your position, Fireflypaw? "
He does not own them. Why would his own claws grip incessantly at such fantasies? His face is brightly weary between dull trunks; trees deserted, both by SkyClan and the One they rooted themselves into. Aimlessly, he always wanders. And always, he finds nothing, or something. Sometimes, he catches glimpses of a new moon's face; other times glints of a dying sun. He is furious now, and his screams echo, as if the sky had been torn away. At the same time, his screams are nothingβ soundless between his own ears. All he can do is feel the strain of his voice. That's how he knows he is screaming.
He wakes, and midday streams through the sealing. His teeth are clenched, and his fur is ruffled as he rises, lurching suddenly forward, limbs inconsistent on remaining within his nest or not. There is a sliver of spit at the corner of his maw, and he swipes his tongue across it the moment he truly comes to. His head lifts and cracks in unnatural motion, snapping toward his apprentice. His apprentice who was here, blank - eyed and foolish as he always was. Not far, far away, ignoring the cry of the one cat he should listen to. (Of the one cat he'd promised he would listen to). He'd breathing heavier than he ought to. He considers burning his own eyes shut by the sun.
Dawnglare is out of his nest in one foul swoop. Quickly now, quickly he scoops up a bundle of herbage, unceremoniously mashed into his mouth before he is pushing towards the entrance of his den. " Fireflypaw, " he snaps, frustration betrayed by the twitch of his tail-tip. " Today, you learn something. Get cobwebs and come here, "
A fox - like complexion breaks the surface, and quickly, he is heading for a dark warrior, their gaze like a burning sunset. Perhaps his steps were heavier, and perhaps Dawnglare would never admit this. Slinking toward them with a scowl on his face, Dawnglare would round the round the lead warrior, canting his head to level an aggravated stare. " You did not listen to me, " he drones, in reference to the order for the warrior to have come to him for treatment. So the inversed situation now had to be in order. Annoying. " So I am coming to you, instead. " A sharp look would be aimed at any faces around them, daring them to think that this would become a common practice. Lucky them, that the Medicine Cat craved fresh air.
He casts a glance to his apprentice, presumably coming up behind him. Dawnglare would greet him with narrowed eyes, and offer his patient a side - long glance through the corner of his eye. " What is the most common thing you will have to deal with in your position, Fireflypaw? "
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OOC: TL;DR: Dawn wakes up pissed and decides to take his anger out on fireflypaw and slate instead, i mean he is distracting himself with a lesson. Coming over to harass @SLATE with @Fireflypaw in tow. ALSOOO fluid timing a bit to where skirmish injuries were a bit fresher!!
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( πππ'πΏ ππ ππΌππ ππ ππππ? ) DAWNGLARE Medicine Cat of SkyClan. Mentoring Fireflypaw
ββ He / him , deeply confused by the use of other pronouns
ββ Currently 54 moons old. Mated to Mallowlark
Unsettling and strange, Dawnglare bears a unique perception to the world and stars above on top of a generally unpleasant disposition. Holds others to uniquely impossible standards and himself undeniably above the rest.
Currently in an era of questioning; upset and uncomfortable by things he should not be.βMood is decided by dice - rolls per thread, with the exception of some important threads