Green-leaf is upon them. Starlingheart can feel it in the air, the warm breeze that trickles its way into her den disturbing the stillness, can see it when she walks outside and looks up to see a sky that is brilliant in it's shade of blue. It looked.. so much lighter. She has to blink a couple of times to get used to it, the sunlight filtering in between the trees, but as the warmth hits her face and heats her dark pelt, a smile actually curls at the corners of her lips. Real, genuine peace. It catches her off guard how good she feels in this moment and she almost wants to take the feeling back as guilt crashes into her and threatens to knock her off her paws. How could she be happy right now? With Magpiepaw gone, her daughter still missing, and her ex mate still out there picking off cats one by one? But she is, and tears start to build up in the corner of her lonely eye and then, before she can stop herself, she is laughing. Laughing even as water stains her cheeks and then she is sobbing and she doesn't know if she is laughing or crying anymore. Was there really a difference?
"Im so-sorry I'm okay-I'm okay I-I swear" she says to whatever concerned clanmate had come to check on her, reaching up with a snow capped paw to wipe the tears away as she returns her attention to the sky, green eye glowing with the joy that threatens to overwhelm her in its ferocity. "It's just-just so nice out today" she says, her voice coming out as little more than a breath as she takes in the jewel-toned sky, drinks in the sweet air. Her belly is full, her pelt warm, and it's the best she has felt in a long time.
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PITCHSTAR,CHITTERTONGUE, NIGHTSWARM, SKUNKTAIL, AND LILACFUR. MOTHER TONETTLEPAW, FLINTPAW AND GHOSTPAW.
A skinny she cat with short black and white fur littered with scars and one singular green eye.