- Mar 20, 2023
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// cw implied harm to children and ... uh ... coarse language
if he's taken in then this name won't be permanent of course
he's small. he's young enough that he shouldn't even be weaned yet, but nobody's ever cared about that. HE doesn't care about that. he doesn't care about anything at all.
just seven weeks, he can do more than toddle but he can't do much. he doesn't really know how vulnerable he is, so little, so barely-alive. may as well be prey wandering the forest but he doesn't know that either. he doesn't know much at all besides his name — and only knows that because they say it to him so much. dogbait, stupid little dogbait. they aren't nice, they're never nice, he's never ever going back there — they're assholes, th-they're fucking awful, they're mangy rats, they're — they're — those are all the bad words he can think of right now. he will come up with more later.
he's so dirty, absolutely ragged, tiny fleabitten thing stumbling the forest floor with teeth bared. never ever EVER going back. they'll never find him out here. fucking — maggots! worms! he hates them! he hates them.
dogbait squeaks and snarls, baby-hisses at everything that moves, everything that makes a sound. it's morning, early morning. the sky is awake and he doesn't want to be. he slipped into a puddle and got wet earlier and now he keeps shivering and it makes him so, so mad. rage twists up the boy's tiny face as he staggers through underbrush, clambering over twigs with little stub legs — he wants somewhere to lie down — he wants a dark place to hide — he wants the shivering to go away he wants EVERYTHING TO STOP.
he does not get what he wants.
instead he encounters a group of cats: a thunderclan patrol, but those words would mean nothing to him even if he heard them. all dogbait knows is that they're BIG, big cats, much bigger than him. they are dangerous. they are horrible, crawling maggots, pieces of shit, they — they — ! he summons that snarl again, rears up on his hind legs and hisses, all hackles raised, furious little vermin. (he is so filthy. he is so small.)
"GO AWAY!" he screams the loudest scream he can muster, furious squeak at best, teeth bared in a horrible snarl. one tries to approach him or so he thinks, anyway, and terror ratchets his heartrate up, rabbit-quick in his chest. no no no no no no no no no no. "GO AWAY — GET AWAY FROM ME — F-FUCKING NASTY M- MAGGOTS LEAVE ME ALONE — " dogbait scrambles back the best he can but fear won't let him turn around, so it's clumsy, stumbling, shuffling backward on sick weak legs. his voice is cracking, crumbling.
brown tabby with white. mangy, scruffy-looking. 7 weeks, ages on the 1st.
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