private SNAKES IN THE GRASS &. applejaw

[CHILLEDSTAR.]

chilledstar watches. they watch over those they truly care about and stars they care so much about shadowclan. it hurts to see them go through so much, but from up here, they can't do anything. so when applejaw's spirit leaves her body, there is a terrible pit in their stomach. they are there to greet her and lead her to the stars. they did their best to teach her everything they could. she was a damned good warrior. she did everything right. they needed her to know that. would they have been pissed off if they were still alive? yes. but they're pissed off now. they taught her almost everything she knew and yet... here she stands, pelt starry and confused almost. they take a moment to look at her before bumping against her.

"you idiot... it wasn't supposed to be your time yet..."

they furrowed their brows before they aim to pull applejaw close and against them with a paw, placing their chin on her head if she allowed it. they close their eyes, before pulling back, and looking her over, instinctively. they know she cannot be hurt right in this moment but... they know how it feels to die. it's uncanny to wake up somewhere else, especially amongst the stars.

"I'm so mad at you that I can't think straight but... you didn't do anything wrong. not really. we are always charged by our emotions. hell, if I didn't have extra to spare, my emotions would have gotten me killed long before you were born... are you okay?"

they push away in case she's on edge. they lash their tail before looking with a sigh.

"come on. let's go somewhere a little less... overwhelming. take a mouse. much to my dismay, we still get hungry sometimes. but, the hunt is endless."

———————---***i try to live in black and white***———————---​

but i'm so blue✧ i'd like to mean it when i say i'm over you

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• — black feline with a white marking across their face, a white chin, a white right front paw, and a blue single eye. chilledstar is covered in scars, the most prominent ones being the one across their face, one across their missing eye and the one across their neck.
  — 48 moons old; no longer ages
  — they / them pronouns
  — aromantic / homosexual ; not looking
  — child of JAGGED and RAVEN
  — starclan / formerly shadowclan ; loyal to shadowclan ; other info if applicable
  — mildly difficult to befriend ; trusts barely anyone; trusts no one outside of shadowclan
  — "speech", thoughts, attacking
  — peaceful powerplay allowed

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