SO COLD & SO SWEET ๐“‡ผ SHELLPAW

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SHELLPAW โ€”โ€” APPRENTICE OF RIVERCLAN. SEVEN MONTHS OLD. KINDLING x UNKNOWN ; NIECE TO SMOKESTAR, DAUGHTER OF HAZECLOUD AND LICHENSTAR. EXTENDED FAMILY. PENNED BY ANTLERS โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€” หš โ‚Š
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general tw for canon - realistic gore, strict religion and subsequent trauma, family. all other triggers will be tagged if applicable.

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โ and it's peaceful in the deep, cathedral where you cannot breathe ; no need to pray, no need to speak. now i am under all and it's breaking over me, a thousand miles down to the sea bed โ€” FOUND THE PLACE TO REST MY HEAD. โž
never let me go, FLORENCE & THE MACHINE .


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a small, flower laden girl of dove - ribboned curls and fishbone alabaster, all shuddering breaths and rheumy rosen eyes. born frost fragile and seemingly worn with time not yet spent, often biding her time with whimsy and superstition ; to be found most often babbling lyrically along with the whispering brooks, or praying for rain along riverclan's pebbled shores.

SHELLPAW, cisgender, she & her pronouns. riverclan.
โคท named prefix shell- by smokestar in reference to her light lilac striping as a kit, with -paw indicating her ranking.​
APPRENTICED TO : lichenstar as of 05 / 04 / 2024, inexperienced.
LICHENSTAR x HAZECLOUD ; biological kin branches to the loner lands and the redwater rogue group.
daughter of smokestarโ€™s estranged sister and a passing rogue, born on the outskirts of riverclan territory and abandoned in the fresh snow. littermate to pebblepaw and riverpaw, adopted sister to horizonkit, eveningkit and twinklekit.​
PLAYLIST, PINTEREST โ€” โ NEVER LET ME GO, NEVER LET ME GO. โž
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found near death by a passing patrol led by smokestar, baby fur frosted stiff with snow โ€” a weak, easily missed mewl from the pile of her siblings sheโ€™d been left in the only indication of her survival. she is born sickly and throughout her life, seemingly unable to ever fully catch her breath. brought into the clan in the dead of leafbare.

frail alabaster molly with lilac striping and watery amber eyes โ™ก า‰ เผ„ smells like salt and water blooms. she is born small. while the characteristics of her lineage remain partially concealed, she had been gifted a body built for swimming. stout and water - repellant, with broad shoulders blanketed in thick locks of long, downy fur. ribbons of lilac stripe across her back, splashed with alabaster up to her broad features. from her earliest days, shell has been relatively inexpressive. a passive, heavy - lidded gaze and maw set in a fine line for the duration of her kithood. for this reason, she would be seen as odd, should she not follow close in her uncleโ€™s general resting face. her eyes are sharp almond in shape, a bloodlet amber burning in deep, warm irises.

KINDLING'S TRAITS xx SIRE'S TRAITS.
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โ†ณ longhaired lilac tabby / lilac solid with high white and deep amber eyes. generation two ; carrying solid, shorthair, vitiligo and non-silver. able to carry kits, breeds as longhaired lilac tabby with high white.
design notes : expression is entirely in the eyes. small but thick with fluff. short muzzled with long, wild cheek fur. anemic pale, pinkish purple extremities.

โ€” positive: dutiful, soft - spoken, indomitable, poised, empathetic neutral: whimsical, superstitious, unexpressive, ritualistic, crafty negative: easily irritated, selective, sharp - tongued, maladaptive เญจเญง
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she is born a strange thing ; frosted, eyes bleary and glued closed yet leaking still with a sickness in her chest. still alive, still breathing, despite its rasping bubble of a sound. a soft, fighting creature, a brittle call that finds her home. she is born with clear disadvantage ; loud breath and shaking limbs and yet she survives. a tuft of frost - laden lilac persevering through a harsh leafbare. much like her moniker expresses. shell expresses very little โ€” not so grumpily stone - eyed and tired as her uncle, but heavy - lidded, unflinching in the face. a dreamlike state, something breathy and whimsical, haze - eyed beyond their rheumy sheen. a no - nonsense type, they will joke, just like her kin before her. they say this, and do not know what kin she had ; she is an empty slate, marred by outsider blood, and she feels the eyes of her clanmates on her like flies to a carcass. she finds trouble, is what theyโ€™ll say when she branches out too early, leaving rules and restrictions in the dust and praying that will make up for the lack of purity in her blood.

for the beginning of shellโ€™s life, she is considered somewhat untouchable. a heavy wind could sweep her from her paws, dreary - eyed daughter of the deputy somehow also star - crossed, river - royalty both in blood and kin. she is not so much a quiet kit as she is soft - spoken, speaking ever in quick, frantic whispers interspaced with breathy, air - gulping gasps. she's a tongue too sharp for her age, imitating hazecloud enough to find her voice despite its inherent weakness.. whether she knows the weight of her words or not. she is strangely ritualistic in the way she courses the shores ; aflutter for rain, for fish scales, shells and or trinkets to earn favor of the river and the voices just beyond it, protected against their sudden and terrible wrath.

while shell is born with a rattle in her chest that never quite goes away, a lingering ball in her chest that ticks the seconds she has to walk this earth, she decides from an early age that it will not make her weak โ€” never once, despite frailty and sickness within her, will she ever fall.

her first few moons spent amongst the herbs and medics will be long gone when she finally begins to pave her way. a competitive spirit, a fighter despite herself ; she will fail and learn and grow, she'd the judgemental eye of those around her. she will do it all, she will do more : sheโ€™ll swim with the currents, sheโ€™ll fight by her clanmates side โ€”where she couldnโ€™t be louder, stronger, she will find a way, unafraid to get her claws dirty to get an upper hand. while some of her fellow apprentices may think her rituals strange, bidden with decorations and well - woven flowers wilting in the lilac white of her fur, she is calm as lake waters, standing a sharp - eyed and inscrutable line of sickly purple pink lips brimming with something more barbed than the tongue it would leave. she carved a spot for herself with claws broken and bleeding, and by starclans might, she would never let herself be wavered, never quake from her poised, hard - earned stance.

surely that wonโ€™t ever be a problem.

MOTIFS : โ heavy ophelia imagery. a somewhat delusional young girl with a light, whimsical attitude and a great propensity for violence once reaching adulthood ; born with something to prove, even if her greatest bullies seem to emanate from the babbling brooks around her. soft spoken and delicate seeming, a broken bird childhood. ghostly and wraithlike.


โ€” NOTES & HISTORY โ€”
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& . KITTENHOOD / shellkit spent most of her early kithood playing, causing trouble and learning about the world, even being able to be there for the birth of hazecloud and lichentail's youngest โ€” soon naming the smallest of them twinklekit when they take a liking to her eager suggestion. unfortunately, after being given the news that blazestar had enacted a new code and thus preventing her from becoming an apprentice at three moons old, shellkit gives in to her childish impulse and ventures into the forest through a hole in camp walls in a half - brained attempt to earn her -paw name. after predictably getting horribly lost in the frost - bitten meadows, shellkit is kidnapped by her mother, kindling, to be raised as a rogue within redwater. she is saved by feathergaze in riverclans final confrontation with the rogues, being able to come home and learn to swim with her siblings. unfortunately, she grows increasingly ill as the weather heads into a warm, rainy newleaf, subsequently diagnosed with whitecough by moonpaw.. but only after being officially adopted by hazecloud & lichentail, becoming an official part of their growing family. both riverpaw and pebblepaw are apprenticed before her, both due to her illness and insubordinace. when her whitecough begins to transition to greencough, moonpaw uses the leverage they have over sheltering windclan during their fires to gain catmint for her cure. she begins to recover after being given the herb.

& . ADOLESCENCE /

& . ADULTHOOD /
 

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  • SHELLPAW ๐“†‰ SHE / HER. TEN MOONS OLD, APPRENTICE OF RIVERCLAN, MENTORED BY LICHENSTAR ; SMELLS LIKE SALT & RIVER BLOOMS. HAZECLOUD xx LICHENSTAR, NIECE TO SMOKESTAR. PENNED BY ANTLERS ----------------- ยฐ โ€ โ‹†
    frail alabaster molly with lilac striping and watery amber eyes.
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    she is pallid ; platinum splotched with ribbons of dovey lilac curls, wisped ends like memories of a distant shore and plush enough to conceal the juts of malnutrition beneath. tufted elderdown fur conceals a body worn fragile by tumultuous youth, too thin in some places and round with baby fat in others. her face is short - muzzled, framed half mast by eyes coined rheumy, rosen amber. the anemic cold pink - purple at tender paws and nose tell a lifetime of sickness, further made obvious by the feathering weakness in half - whispered tones.
    CHRONICALLY ILL ; prone to wheezing, nose and eyes at a constant drip from longterm illness - induced nasal polyps. non - contagious unless specified.


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