- Jul 8, 2022
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MY NAME IS BRUTUS AND MY NAME MEANS HEAVY ✧
the temporary camp is something to grow used to. not deeply intimate with, but enough to navigate. she does not know how long the river will cry with hunger, how long it will take to slink back into its regular home. they've lost some, but the heaviness is the same. pebbles and herbs holding the same weight, and so she is out here. it is a rare moment that buck is not particularly prickly or harsh. a mere reflection of what she had used to be, before the emergence of riverclan. when it was just her and caraway and raccoon. when buck was easier with her tongue, and gentler with her claws. she nuzzles some lost goose feathers and gently-colored river rocks in the direction of willowroot. "i never liked being by here," she carries the conversation earlier had, something small to pass the time with. "but the skies are nice. i feel freer up here." it's unsaid, but it's silently hinted at her feelings from before the clan. when buck could roam the river lands, her birth lands, without care. she had little responsibilities to be tied to. had no colony of cats to teach and care for, didn't have to care for anything other than her small family of rogues. and yet, here she was. a deputy of some clan that had threatened to drive her from her home. she'd laugh if she had heard it from another mouth. but it felt bitter in her's.
"y'know, maybe this collection will be better than the last, caraway." spoken in a hopeful jest, buck starts roving for some more. she's sure darkpaw had lost his star-blessed pebble, and that ferns horde of river pebbles had joined the rest of the river by now. perhaps she can look for something for them. an incentive to start anew.
// @willowroot ;; feel free to post before !!!!!