- Jun 7, 2022
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Newleaf's never felt like such a curse. It's like he'd expected (or maybe hoped) that this dim fog would linger the rest of his life. RiverClan'd say a little bit frozen. Like the season he'd earned his name in. The last time he'd been– real, it seemed. He remembers the icy shock of pulling Cada from the water. He remembers the wall he hit as he plunged in. And against his will, he's. . . starting to remember the rest of it, too. He's healed up well enough. Just a bit of time to eat well, even in leafbare, and breathe in the scent of clanmates relearned, and Houndstride's good as new. How wrong that was. When he pulls himself out of the muck and into this clan, it means facing everything that'd changed. Cicadastar was dead. The founder of RiverClan, near the first of his friends.
He'd had kits first. The picture of Smokestar round and angry might've been enough to make him laugh in better times. They look so much like the two'f 'em. Each time he sees that one in particular. Stars but it hurts something awful every time. They'll grow up and get better and Hound'll manage it, whatever it is. Long as he gets through this newleaf first. Sitting in some pale sunshine, scars still aching each time that he blinks (gotta be of his own making, he's starting to think), Houndstride's eyes are empty off on the distance. Past the gorge, past fourtrees, right on to ShadowClan's marsh. The place he'd come from. The place Cada'd returned to without him.
It's nearly fitting, but. . . he doubts that'd been the intention behind it, when Smokestar buried him there. Now he's too far away to even be mourned, and his paws are itching with the terrible need to go– dig 'im up, bring him back. Put him somewhere that could be touched. He'd spent so long out of reach. Even before he'd been dead.
With a low scoff, the warrior stretches out his injured limb and asks whoever had the misfortune of being closest: "How's ShadowClan been, these days?" Sounds innocent enough, he hopes.
He'd had kits first. The picture of Smokestar round and angry might've been enough to make him laugh in better times. They look so much like the two'f 'em. Each time he sees that one in particular. Stars but it hurts something awful every time. They'll grow up and get better and Hound'll manage it, whatever it is. Long as he gets through this newleaf first. Sitting in some pale sunshine, scars still aching each time that he blinks (gotta be of his own making, he's starting to think), Houndstride's eyes are empty off on the distance. Past the gorge, past fourtrees, right on to ShadowClan's marsh. The place he'd come from. The place Cada'd returned to without him.
It's nearly fitting, but. . . he doubts that'd been the intention behind it, when Smokestar buried him there. Now he's too far away to even be mourned, and his paws are itching with the terrible need to go– dig 'im up, bring him back. Put him somewhere that could be touched. He'd spent so long out of reach. Even before he'd been dead.
With a low scoff, the warrior stretches out his injured limb and asks whoever had the misfortune of being closest: "How's ShadowClan been, these days?" Sounds innocent enough, he hopes.
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𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐄. HE - HIM - HIS. PRODIGAL WARRIOR OF RIVERCLAN. ——— mauled by a fox moons ago and has plenty of scars to prove it. though his wounds are healed, nothing can rid him of that pain. ╱ PENNED BY REVELATIONS
a lean chocolate tabby with lime green eyes. the scars that had once been limited to the bridge of his nose now shatter and expand across that entire side of his face, up to a ripped ear and down to his shoulder and front right leg. it is somewhat difficult for him to put his weight on that paw at odd angles, and he gets grumpy after a long while of walking, but it does not inhibit him terribly. -
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