private STICKS, STONES, AND EVERYTHING ELSE [roepaw]

Iciclefang had never trusted Swiftfire. In her opinion, it had been folly to allow rogues into their Clan, especially so soon after they'd usurped RiverClan's hunting grounds. She'd kept a marked distance from the other queen during their shared stay in the nursery, had made it a point to isolate her kits from Swiftfire's, but never would she have guessed the she-cat would have coupled with a rogue who had bloodied his claws with the life of her Clanmates'.

This kit is hardly riverborn. Iciclefang stares at Roepaw now. He is alone. His father is dead, killed by Beefang; his mother is gone, chased from the home she never belonged in. He has no claim to these lands, to the fish that keep him well-fed, to the stars he claims to worship at night.

Did Swiftfire even teach him that? She was a rogue herself. Iciclefang's fur tingles. She remembers the way she'd felt when the other she-cat had been exposed — remembers the thud! of her own heart, the way her Clanmates had bristled.

But she was riverborn. Her kits had claim to this land. And besides, she had coupled with a cat she'd journeyed with, a cat who fought nobly for her own Clan — not some starless murderer.

Her justifications feel hollow, even to herself, but she approaches Roepaw with them ringing in her ears. Iciclefang settles beside the young tom, her blue eyes half-lidded as she stares at him. "You look tired. Beefang has been keeping you busy, hasn't she?"

  • ooc: @Roepaw
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  • Iciclekit . Iciclepaw . Iciclefang, she/her w/ feminine terms.
    — "speech", thoughts, attack
    — 28 moons old, ages realistically on the 17th.
    — mentored by Smokestar ; mentoring Pinepaw ; previously mentored Cicadaflight
    — riverclan lead warrior. mudpelt x icesparkle, gen 2.
    — former mate to Stormywing ; current mate to no one.
    — penned by Marquette.

    sh tortoiseshell and white she-cat with ice-blue eyes. confident, capable, proud, dry, conceited, condescending, distrustful.

 

He wasn't sure if Beefang's training sessions being so long were a way for her to put Roepaw in his place or simply a way to get him to think of things other than his mother now exiled outside of RiverClan territory or the fact that she had forced him to do the killing blow on his father. A cat too young to go out on his own, too untrained and unskilled to be able to defend himself but not too young to kill another - to kill kin he'd only just met. His small breaks between training or doing chores were spent thinking about it, trying to figure out if it was worth it to sneak out to try and find his mother but he knew that deep down it wasn't. Even if he didn't get caught by his mentor or by a predator the stumbling RiverClanner would be unlikely to actually find anything.

He was thinking about this, the events that had happened since he'd become an apprentice, when the lead warrior settled near him and began speaking of how tired he looked. "Hm?" It took him by surprise, the way she so casually spoke with him. It wasn't as if Iciclefang was an unfriendly cat, she just seemed to prefer the company of the other warriors and leads over an apprentice. "O-oh um y-yeah it's a l-lot of being b-busy with h-h-her." Conversation had always been awkward with him, though he tried his best. "S-s-sometimes I think my paws are going to f-fall off." A small bit of humor to make himself feel better. He just wasn't used to it all yet, and he was sure the other mentors worked their apprentices hard like this, right?

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  • 𓆟 LH red tabby w/low white & blue eyes
    𓆟 Swiftfire x Hush
    𓆟 Brother to Amberkit and Dreamkit
    𓆟 easy to befriend/interact with
    𓆟 "speech", thoughts, attacking
    𓆟 easy in combat
    𓆟 peaceful powerplay allowed