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Every step is one that cannot be retracted... it leaves a print in the frost-dusted carpet of the territory and though the beach copse is familiar through the endless stream of time... today it feels painfully nostalgic. Eyes linger up at the canopy of the few trees that litter the area, trailing along the dusty ground where visions of a boisterous young girl sing insult of a tiny fish caught. Of a short-tempered blue lynx point stomps over to call a childish bluff. Cicadastar must've thought it funny then... to have slowly moved the pieces into play that would stick them together for the next many moons in an amusing battle of stubborn will. Behind her, a much bigger version of that little gray girl clears her throat- I'm here, silently said, That little girl is right here.
Swallowing past a tight throat, Lichentail follows it with a deeply drawn breath before turning to look at Brookpaw with a half-hearted smile. Another goodbye she had to prepare herself for... even if they weren't leaving her really.
"Are you ready," she asks despite knowing the answer to be yes. When had her apprentices ever shied from a challenge? Dipperfrost stood as testimony to that... Ready, grown and proud to serve the clan they'd been born into.
Moving across the clearing, her eyes travel again through fleeting memories of a winter where they'd lived here. Where they'd died here. How many faces who'd seen this tiny kitten and had not made it to see her assessment today. Her mother... her brother... Watch closely Meadowheart... She's fighting for you. What other motivation could you take from the loss of something so great but to internalize it... use it to strengthen you, to drive you forward.
Turning to face her again, the deputy lowers herself to the ground, drawing her legs apart into a wide, sturdy stance that foretells what her competition is today.. why they've come here. "Then let's see it." There were options here and while Lichentail was much older, had the scars to show her experience, she was certain Brookpaw could hold her own. Just to be sure... just one last check to make sure she's ready. A panic flutters in her chest despite it... a bird trapped in cage, humming a sad tune that begged to run. To avoid this. To hold her down and make her wait where it was safe, tucked safely behind her.
She is nearly grown... and more than skilled enough... She has to repeat this reminder like a chanted mantra. "Pin me down and we'll call it a day." Did she realize what was riding on this? Should she have said it clearly and plainly? Are you a warrior?
@brookpaw
WELL IF YOU WANT MY BLOOD I'LL MAKE SO MUCH BLOOD
THAT YOU'RE GONNA FUCKING DROWN