- Oct 9, 2022
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His family would be furious if they knew he was out here and even he knows it's pretty reckless behavior but Fogpaw can't help it. There's a chest tightening, soul sinking isolation that comes with not being able to communicate with his clanmates like everyone else does. His true feelings are a mystery to his peers, his advices and attempts to comfort played over in his head repeatedly as ineffectual. How often others look at him with confusion and discomfort with that confusion. No one knows his even simplest thoughts- not even his favorite color. Others often take for granted what the young tom so desperately covets: just to be understood on the most basic level.
It's lonely. Plain and simple.
So he wouldn't really call this running away (he intends to return after all). It's just a desparate fumble for some sort of comfort and this place is always there to talk. This loud and beautiful business of the land outside of Shadowclan. He wants to see sunshine in full glory, not fighting through the tangled mess of the marsh. He wants to see bright green grass grown up high before leaf-fall dries it all up. Fogpaw wants to see a twoleg in the distance that isn't through the eyes of a monster. He wants to listen to others speak. He wants to see how other cats live and if they just look through him when they're not bound to the social necessities of a clan. If trouble comes calling, he can hide. It's a vacation in a way (though those don't typically start with tears and running from home in the dead of night), but most of all, it's an attempt to escape his own head.
Fogpaw's attention shifts around the forest, his eyes the color of polished clay and his pawsteps feather light. He doesn't have a clue what he's looking for but he is looking. That's when the stinging metallic tinge of blood reaches his nose and despite the warnings clawing at the back of his mind, he approaches. Sticking to the shadows of the trees, quiet as the breeze trickling leaves from the canopy while he nears the source.
/the blood can be anything and anyone can post!
It's lonely. Plain and simple.
So he wouldn't really call this running away (he intends to return after all). It's just a desparate fumble for some sort of comfort and this place is always there to talk. This loud and beautiful business of the land outside of Shadowclan. He wants to see sunshine in full glory, not fighting through the tangled mess of the marsh. He wants to see bright green grass grown up high before leaf-fall dries it all up. Fogpaw wants to see a twoleg in the distance that isn't through the eyes of a monster. He wants to listen to others speak. He wants to see how other cats live and if they just look through him when they're not bound to the social necessities of a clan. If trouble comes calling, he can hide. It's a vacation in a way (though those don't typically start with tears and running from home in the dead of night), but most of all, it's an attempt to escape his own head.
Fogpaw's attention shifts around the forest, his eyes the color of polished clay and his pawsteps feather light. He doesn't have a clue what he's looking for but he is looking. That's when the stinging metallic tinge of blood reaches his nose and despite the warnings clawing at the back of his mind, he approaches. Sticking to the shadows of the trees, quiet as the breeze trickling leaves from the canopy while he nears the source.
/the blood can be anything and anyone can post!