- Mar 3, 2023
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Leaden paws pulled Shinepaw into camp, announcing his presence with a sigh that was two tablespoons exhausted and one cup disappointed. The boy’s utter dismay came from the lack of anything to muffle his voice. What felt like an eternity stalking around in the sun, and nothing to show for it. It felt like the runt was running in place. Flycatcher was in the medicine den, so he couldn’t help, but the boy had been an apprentice for some time now and still felt like he was lacking in his skillset. If only his teacher wasn’t indisposed…
No, that’s an excuse.
For his failure, Shinepaw believed he had no one to blame but himself. For a moment an empty head remembered Flycatcher’s advice to ask for help from another warrior, but as Sky-blue eyes looked out over his clanmates, the cat decided against it. He just couldn’t bring himself to be a burden. As Shinepaw set towards the center of camp, though, he opted to push the problem out of his mind for now. The runt had run himself ragged on a personal snipe hunt, so there was no way he could train until he’d had a little rest.
Even as he prepared to relax, though, Shinepaw’s dissatisfaction nagged at him. What had he done today to better Thunderclan? He hadn’t caught anything or patrolled and protected their borders, so what good was he? A racing mind ping-ponged back and forth before pausing on a novel idea. Shinepaw was good at something: making cats happy. It’s what brought him the most satisfaction, seeing others smiles. It wasn’t as useful as a set of claws, but it was something.
Still, even in this Shinepaw’s aim was off. As the apprentice prepared his tools, he wasn’t having fun. He didn’t want to do this (the shaft of sunlight would rather be resting screaming muscles inside the shade of the apprentices’ den), but he felt he had to do this. He had to brighten someone’s day. He had to make someone happy. He had do do something useful.
“Hey, everyone!” Shinepaw announced, shouting a bit too loud and with a smile that was a bit too wide, gesturing with an unnecessary sweeping motion to the ball of moss beneath him and the small square he’d carved into the dirt. “Anyone wanna play with me? The rules are simple: the mossball goes in the square, and both of us try to knock it out on the other’s side!” He looked around to his clanmates, practically forcing his eyes to flash with excitement. “Whose up for it?”