- Aug 10, 2022
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The trek back to RiverClan’s camp is long, and Iciclefang is practically panting by the time they near the nursery. Her limbs tremble with exertion—her, who used to plunge into treacherous waters to fish, her who had scaled the sheerest cliffs, nearly sinks into her nest as though she’s a stone tossed into water upon their return. She says nothing to Ferngill on the way home; if he’d tried to talk to her at all, she hadn’t heard it. Stormywing’s eyes pierce the shadows gathered in her head; Stormywing’s voice reverberates in her ears. I just wanted to see you again, she’d said, and the innocence of it twists Iciclefang’s heart into a knot.
She shifts in her nest, bone-weary but wide-eyed. She can’t sleep. She pushes herself to snowy paws and exits the nursery, hoping to catch the tail-end of her littermate before he disappears into the warrior’s den. “Ferngill. Wait.” Her voice is a hoarse whisper, choked-off and raspy. Her throat threatens to cave in, rockslide-style, like it had in the mountains—like it had when Iciclefang had first touched her tail to Stormywing’s, tender, in darkness so thick they couldn’t even see the whites of their eyes.
“I… don’t go to sleep yet, okay?” Her mew is thick. She turns her face away, unwilling for Ferngill to see the pain written on it. “I want to… to talk… will you talk with me for just a moment?”
Not about Stormywing. She can’t bear to rehash what had just happened, can’t bear to see the shame and pity reflected in her brother’s gaze. She briefly let’s her muzzle brush against his flank, and she murmurs, “What’s your favorite fish? I want…” Tears prick the corners of her eyes. Stubbornly, she refuses to let them fall. “I want it to be the first thing the kits eat, when they’re weaned.” Her jaw trembles. “River prey. Good, fresh fish. Would you… would you catch it for them? Would you bring it to me? And my milk, I… I want them to get a taste of the river before they ever taste meat…”
She sniffles, hard and sharp, a single time. It’s embarrassing. She wishes she had been able to suppress that, too.
She shifts in her nest, bone-weary but wide-eyed. She can’t sleep. She pushes herself to snowy paws and exits the nursery, hoping to catch the tail-end of her littermate before he disappears into the warrior’s den. “Ferngill. Wait.” Her voice is a hoarse whisper, choked-off and raspy. Her throat threatens to cave in, rockslide-style, like it had in the mountains—like it had when Iciclefang had first touched her tail to Stormywing’s, tender, in darkness so thick they couldn’t even see the whites of their eyes.
“I… don’t go to sleep yet, okay?” Her mew is thick. She turns her face away, unwilling for Ferngill to see the pain written on it. “I want to… to talk… will you talk with me for just a moment?”
Not about Stormywing. She can’t bear to rehash what had just happened, can’t bear to see the shame and pity reflected in her brother’s gaze. She briefly let’s her muzzle brush against his flank, and she murmurs, “What’s your favorite fish? I want…” Tears prick the corners of her eyes. Stubbornly, she refuses to let them fall. “I want it to be the first thing the kits eat, when they’re weaned.” Her jaw trembles. “River prey. Good, fresh fish. Would you… would you catch it for them? Would you bring it to me? And my milk, I… I want them to get a taste of the river before they ever taste meat…”
She sniffles, hard and sharp, a single time. It’s embarrassing. She wishes she had been able to suppress that, too.
- ooc: @FERNGILL
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Iciclekit.Iciclepaw. Iciclefang, she/her w/ feminine terms.
— “speech”, thoughts, attack
— 21 moons old, ages realistically on the 17th.
— mentored by Smokestar ; mentoring Cicadapaw ; previously mentored n/a
— riverclan lead warrior & queen. mudpelt x icesparkle, gen 2.
— former mate to Stormywing ; current mate to no one.
— penned by Marquette.
sh tortoiseshell and white she-cat with ice-blue eyes. confident, capable, proud, dry, conceited, condescending, distrustful.