- Jun 7, 2022
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GUTTA CAVAT LAPIDEM : blood. while diluted from the falls it mats onto him in rivulets, supple trails that seeped from the open throat of his — his . . his jaw locks, teeth gritting against eachother in jagged succession. he’d left him in his nest — his nest, a bundle of moss scraped together on the pebbled ground of beesong’s den. the shadow of a tom had slipped from his shoulders soundlessly, had left his side soundlessly, and if not for the blood, he would think the man was sleeping after a gentle arranging. dark maw slightly parted, brow so often furrowed too relaxed, too open. he looks vulnerable, and cicadastar wants to lie there with him, to shield him from prying eyes because he is not soft. he is not vulnerable. the tom lies there, curled unconscious and the bitter scent of herb flicks tentatively at the rage simmering low in his stomach. it’s wrong. this is all wrong, and it was windclan’s fault. over a rabbit — a rabbit. the phantom chokes on a laugh, broken and cruel. venomous.
they would pay for this. should they be called thieves — by starclan, he would give them something to crow home about. cicadastar rubs a rough paw across his cheek and stands, dipping his head to give the lead warrior a delicate lick beneath an ear, pretending his best he does not taste the bitterness of blood beneath him, “ sich ausruhen, come back to me. “ it’s quiet. barely audible, breath ruffling the short ends of his dark fur and he hovers there, just above him. his scent, hidden beneath the spray of falls and iron, he dedicates it to memory — would fate continue to fail him? to force him to live through tragedy after tragedy? would he return to his body, cold, scent drifting away with each passing moment? he had to address the clan, tell them of windclan’s hostility, and no one will be surprised. they will look at him with horror, mumble amongst themselves, he will return to smokethroat and he will be breathless, still. what if he spends his last moments alone? unlike him, the white - speckled shadow would not rise with the morning. he memorizes his smell, commits it to memory, closes his eyes — he could know him by this alone.
after one last, slow bump of his sleek head against smokethroat’s, cicadastar straightens. ( fix yourself. ) he clears his throat, sniffs, lifts his chin towards the stony ceiling. ( fix yourself. ) his tail curls behind him and he is still soaked in blood: in jasperglares, in smokethroats, in his own. he turns and steps out anyway, into the open, into the gazes that are already locked on the medicine den. the tall tom brushes past @willowroot on his way out, comfortingly — whether for them or for himself, he didn’t know. he clears his throat again, “ windclan has crossed our borders and attacked . . they attacked smokethroat over a rabbit caught on riverclan territory. “ hollow. he sounds hollow and he can tell, through the ringing of tinnitus in his ears and thousand - years stare, he can can tell. he’s going to be okay. he lies unconscious, seeping through cobweb after cobweb but he will be okay. he has to. he has to, he fought for that rabbit — belonged to them, it was theirs. regardless of where it had been born, it had fallen into iciclepaw’s claws fair and square, “ if one should be seen a paw over riverclan borders, i want their pelt brought back to me. “ should anyone drag one of their rabbit dung - scented bodies to him battered and bloody, he would look the other way. he wanted them to hurt. he wanted them to starve. the man craved rabbit suddenly, and starclan by his side, he would feast on them soon enough.
cicadastar swallows hard, finally finding a group — apprentices. hopefully being treated by beesong, “ what in starclan’s name did you lot think you were doing? running from your mentors like that — “ they could’ve been killed. they’ve could’ve been. couldve been. his teeth grit again. he winces sharply, drawing in a deep breath — and then his shoulders deflate. beneath the weight of the day, the exhaustion of battle, he caves. his head lowers, then his ears, eyes closing tight. smokethroat. smokethroat would be proud of them. he will be proud of them. cicadastar swallows hard, his throat clicking as paper - thin lids flutter back open. he’s so tired, “ you . . starclan, learn to listen. but . . you’ve all fought valiantly, defended your home. like you should, like warriors. you all did well. this rabbit — “ nature was dwindling but the rabbit iciclepaw had caught — it sits pretty in the remains of their dwindling freshkill pile. “ will keep us fed. let this be a lesson to you all : leafbare is harsh. if we have no food — we have no friends. ” tinged in a growl, his lip lifts, revealing their strained ends.
he intended to make that clear very soon.
they would pay for this. should they be called thieves — by starclan, he would give them something to crow home about. cicadastar rubs a rough paw across his cheek and stands, dipping his head to give the lead warrior a delicate lick beneath an ear, pretending his best he does not taste the bitterness of blood beneath him, “ sich ausruhen, come back to me. “ it’s quiet. barely audible, breath ruffling the short ends of his dark fur and he hovers there, just above him. his scent, hidden beneath the spray of falls and iron, he dedicates it to memory — would fate continue to fail him? to force him to live through tragedy after tragedy? would he return to his body, cold, scent drifting away with each passing moment? he had to address the clan, tell them of windclan’s hostility, and no one will be surprised. they will look at him with horror, mumble amongst themselves, he will return to smokethroat and he will be breathless, still. what if he spends his last moments alone? unlike him, the white - speckled shadow would not rise with the morning. he memorizes his smell, commits it to memory, closes his eyes — he could know him by this alone.
after one last, slow bump of his sleek head against smokethroat’s, cicadastar straightens. ( fix yourself. ) he clears his throat, sniffs, lifts his chin towards the stony ceiling. ( fix yourself. ) his tail curls behind him and he is still soaked in blood: in jasperglares, in smokethroats, in his own. he turns and steps out anyway, into the open, into the gazes that are already locked on the medicine den. the tall tom brushes past @willowroot on his way out, comfortingly — whether for them or for himself, he didn’t know. he clears his throat again, “ windclan has crossed our borders and attacked . . they attacked smokethroat over a rabbit caught on riverclan territory. “ hollow. he sounds hollow and he can tell, through the ringing of tinnitus in his ears and thousand - years stare, he can can tell. he’s going to be okay. he lies unconscious, seeping through cobweb after cobweb but he will be okay. he has to. he has to, he fought for that rabbit — belonged to them, it was theirs. regardless of where it had been born, it had fallen into iciclepaw’s claws fair and square, “ if one should be seen a paw over riverclan borders, i want their pelt brought back to me. “ should anyone drag one of their rabbit dung - scented bodies to him battered and bloody, he would look the other way. he wanted them to hurt. he wanted them to starve. the man craved rabbit suddenly, and starclan by his side, he would feast on them soon enough.
cicadastar swallows hard, finally finding a group — apprentices. hopefully being treated by beesong, “ what in starclan’s name did you lot think you were doing? running from your mentors like that — “ they could’ve been killed. they’ve could’ve been. couldve been. his teeth grit again. he winces sharply, drawing in a deep breath — and then his shoulders deflate. beneath the weight of the day, the exhaustion of battle, he caves. his head lowers, then his ears, eyes closing tight. smokethroat. smokethroat would be proud of them. he will be proud of them. cicadastar swallows hard, his throat clicking as paper - thin lids flutter back open. he’s so tired, “ you . . starclan, learn to listen. but . . you’ve all fought valiantly, defended your home. like you should, like warriors. you all did well. this rabbit — “ nature was dwindling but the rabbit iciclepaw had caught — it sits pretty in the remains of their dwindling freshkill pile. “ will keep us fed. let this be a lesson to you all : leafbare is harsh. if we have no food — we have no friends. ” tinged in a growl, his lip lifts, revealing their strained ends.
he intended to make that clear very soon.
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− CICADASTAR ; he / him. roughly thirty nine months old, riverclan leader
− handsome, lanky black smoke tortie chimera with curly fur and ice blue eyes
− gay. speaks with a german accent, ages on the seventh, penned by antlers
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