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GRAYPAW ; only half the cat he’s expected to be
the weight of expectations weighs heavily on his shoulders and he will fall short of them every single time. In everything he does, there is always someone so much better than him at it so why should he even bother trying, right? This is not to say he is lazy but rather he is unmotivated. No one ever gets recognized for averageness and he will never achieve greatness so what’s the point? He is content to fly under the radar, to let everyone see him as nothing more than a failure if it means he can just be left to his own devices.
✶ AMAB; he / him
✶ kit of river-clan
✶ ages every 28th; currently 6 moons
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A LONG HAIRED BLUE TABBY AND WHITE TOM WITH PALE GREEN EYES / TOYHOUSE
Unfortunately for Graykit, he inherited the plush pelt from both of his parents without any of the sleekness that was meant to come with it. As a kit, his fur will be wild and untamable, sticking up at odds and ends until it starts to grow as he gets older. He will always possess a bit of a disheveled 'rugged' look but in time grooming will at least improve it a little. He also unfortunately inherited their height, putting him in that ugly kitten stage as he grows into his awkwardly long legs.
His pelt is reminiscent of his sire's, albeit a darker version of hers. Blue tabby is rippled by darker stripes that swirl and swoop across his pelt and engulfs the entirety of his almost too fluffy tail. The white that adorns his front feet can also be found on his back legs as well, running up the sides and continuing onto his belly. On one side of him, it sweeps upwards and creates a look reminiscent of a crescent moon reflected in the water and on the other it resembles waves crashing against a shoreline. On his face, it pools around his chin then flickers like fire up his muzzle and above his eyes as well as in his ears. His eyes are a pale green like a mossy stone, like his late mother's if they had been dulled down some.
Genetically LH blue tabby w/ low white carrying solid dilute and chocolate
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CHARISMATIC / LOYAL / INSECURE / UNMOTIVATED / APATHETIC / NEEDY / STUBBORN / CYNICAL / OVERTHINKER
Not all of his behavior can be blamed on his lack of motivation though. Some of this comes from a fear of death instilled upon him at a young age. What if he goes into the river and it swallows him whole? What if that mossball has a thorn in it and he cuts himself then the cut gets infected and he dies? Every situation and interaction Graykit has a tendency to overthink. “Was what he said weird? Why did he say that? Why did he do that?” Are some of the questions that often run through his mind as he thinks of scenarios that he could have done differently, he spends too much time thinking about things he wishes he could undo rather than worrying about the stuff that actually matters. Like just being a kit.
At his core, he’s loyal to the ones he loves though this is almost to a fault. The few he actually trusts and cares about he can have a tendency to latch on to. Fear of loosing them and the need for validation from someone he trust making him hold on just a little too tightly. “Do you still love me?” Is something he more than likely asks them on a regular basis. He loves his family and friends though and can be extremely protective over those he cares for.
Seeks verbal validation often, unmotivated to do most things but praise can move him into action if it’s genuine. Of course, one day he may become more confident in himself and more motivated but his development will be left solely to IC -
SINGLE ; SEXUALITY UNDETERMINED ; INTERESTED IN NONE, OPEN TO FRIENDSHIPS
doesn't trust or open up about 'real feelings' easily
SOUNDS LIKE: description. voiceclaim if you have one
SMELLS LIKE: description.
speech is #876f69
LAKEMOON xxLILYBLOOMsibling to Snowkit
mentored by none
Mate to none | Parent to none
NOTABLE FRIENDS: tbd
NOTABLE ENEMIES: tbd -
► PEOPLE LIKE ME, WE JUST DONT PLAY - Emarosa
JUST LIKE ME - The Amity Affliction
MAKE ME FEEL - The Paramedic
THE MEASURE - Sycamour
A MIDWESTERN STATE OF EMERGENCY - Silverstein
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○○○○○○○○○○ HUNTING: knowledge level. Expand on amnt. of knowledge.○○○○○○○○○○ CLAN SKILL: knowledge level. Expand on amnt. of knowledge.
○○○○○○○○○○ TRACKING: knowledge level. Expand on amnt. of knowledge.○○○○○○○○○○ COMBAT: knowledge level. Expand on amnt. of knowledge. -
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