- Oct 4, 2022
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THERE'S A WORLD THAT WAS MEANT FOR OUR EYES TO SEE
All of the words in the world couldn't convey the stress in Patchpaw's heart. While she plucked away at the feathers of the dead finch between her paws out of stress-induced habit, she found no joy in the gorgeous golden and black feathers of the bird's wings, instead staring down at it with a sinking feeling in her chest. The poor finch had its wings nearly completely stripped of feathers, leaving the ugly mark of naked skin born and exposed to the sky. It had no choice in the matter; it was dead.
Poor bird didn't deserve to be treated like this.
She collected the feathers up the best she could, shoving them into a pile, and picks up the bird to go offer it to an elder. After all, most cats plucked the feathers before eating it--she couldn't imagine getting bits of feather stuck in one's teeth--but the idea of eating it herself only nauseated her further. With barely a word after the elder accepted it, she was gone, much to their dismay. Soon, the pile of feathers was gone as well as Patchpaw, to be buried not far from camp at the stump of a tree, left with the trunk as its poor old gravestone.
The memory, though, of the bird's naked flesh remained in her mind, a torment to the guilt like a storm in her very soul, squeezing her so, very tight. She could feel her heart beating against her chest, the wind against the tips of her whiskers, the frozen muscles in her bones ready to snap.
Not a single cat knew of what she had seen. The horrors that kept her from joining in the fight for Sunningrocks, the once-known face of the apprentice staring back at her in her dreams, screaming at her to help them as she stood there, as useless as a rat's scrawny tail for breakfast. She had never learned their name, nor of where they came from, but even after returning to the scene of her accomplice's crime to bury them properly--
Pachpaw found herself standing in the halfway point between the leader's den and the high rock, staring with an empty gaze at the figure behind the shrouded veil of winding vines, threatening to coil around her very form if she dared to push past it.
Do not tell her.
Slowly, she forces herself to step through, wedging herself in between the vines so gingerly that one could mistake the soft rustling of vines against her pelt to be the very trees outside, hoping they would not constrict and suffocate her. The leader herself was in here, and it was deathly quiet--she swore she could be given away just by the sound of the painful beating of her own heart.
"... Howlingstar." Her voice was hoarse, as if she had not used it in moons, and the haunted expression in her eyes only further gave away the guilt weighing around her neck like stones. "I--I need you to follow me. Please."
@HOWLINGSTAR
Poor bird didn't deserve to be treated like this.
She collected the feathers up the best she could, shoving them into a pile, and picks up the bird to go offer it to an elder. After all, most cats plucked the feathers before eating it--she couldn't imagine getting bits of feather stuck in one's teeth--but the idea of eating it herself only nauseated her further. With barely a word after the elder accepted it, she was gone, much to their dismay. Soon, the pile of feathers was gone as well as Patchpaw, to be buried not far from camp at the stump of a tree, left with the trunk as its poor old gravestone.
The memory, though, of the bird's naked flesh remained in her mind, a torment to the guilt like a storm in her very soul, squeezing her so, very tight. She could feel her heart beating against her chest, the wind against the tips of her whiskers, the frozen muscles in her bones ready to snap.
Not a single cat knew of what she had seen. The horrors that kept her from joining in the fight for Sunningrocks, the once-known face of the apprentice staring back at her in her dreams, screaming at her to help them as she stood there, as useless as a rat's scrawny tail for breakfast. She had never learned their name, nor of where they came from, but even after returning to the scene of her accomplice's crime to bury them properly--
Pachpaw found herself standing in the halfway point between the leader's den and the high rock, staring with an empty gaze at the figure behind the shrouded veil of winding vines, threatening to coil around her very form if she dared to push past it.
Do not tell her.
Slowly, she forces herself to step through, wedging herself in between the vines so gingerly that one could mistake the soft rustling of vines against her pelt to be the very trees outside, hoping they would not constrict and suffocate her. The leader herself was in here, and it was deathly quiet--she swore she could be given away just by the sound of the painful beating of her own heart.
"... Howlingstar." Her voice was hoarse, as if she had not used it in moons, and the haunted expression in her eyes only further gave away the guilt weighing around her neck like stones. "I--I need you to follow me. Please."
@HOWLINGSTAR