the accusation earns him a grin ; sharp - toothed and soft all the same, ice shard eyes squinting affection. pressure aches at his pad, and claws extend from slim, fragile - toed paws where smokethroat gnaws light at him. so encaged is he already — enraptured in vortex swirling flame around a single slitted pupil. despite everything he feels at his mercy, burned alive from the marrow, ensnared now in the bars of his teeth where bones are most fragile.. but his arching claws are not. tinged weapons, soaked ruddish from the tender insides. his love had always been shatter pointed, broken teeth and claw — something protruding from an open wound, excruciating both to be lodged and to be separated. pain bound, red string of fate blood - dyed.
smokethroat did not love gently, but the phantom could not be
loved gently. he was all flint and edges, and his mate is just as bladed. his words drip something sarcastic, something loving in his way, and it receives a trill in response — sugar - coated, he was. soft words and purring amusement, his gentleness rests heavy on the tongue. smokethroat’s does not.
as if you do not already play favorites, ” oh? i’ll try to be more subtle, mein liebling. " he responds breezily, silver - tongued and wicked - grinned. wolfish now, the curve of his maw : houndlike in his confidence, in the lazy stretch of spidery, mottled limbs. it was a blatant play, however ; subtly had never been a strong suit, and he doubted it would ever flourish within him. many a full - mooned night could attest. his favoritism was earned. his words, his strength, his support — it was earned.
what other option was there, truly?
the moment passes, a concern taking place the respite of their nest. willowroot, boneripple. he thinks of litters lost before, queens too stubborn to lie down until birth and then..
then.. his throat clicks on a swallow, an ear swiveling and —
im careful. pale eyes instantly snap upward to give him a
look, a single whiskered brow quivering. despite the skeptical expression that crosses his bicolored features, the tom gives pause. smokethroat continues, despite the trailing pause in growling vocals,
i’ll be careful with them.
” any litter of ours will be revered beyond words, know this. but i love you — “ imploring, ridden on an alert, meaningful half purr — and it’s almost shattering, the way his skull bonks into the underside of his jaw ; and the gentle waves of pain rocketing from throbbing temples is laden with love. a forceful affection, and he tilts into it just as roughly, silk - touch curls no longer concealing the sharp, fragmented self he saves for their willow nest. how would it feel, to choose between one’s mate and kits? here was always a chance, and the thought creeps up the back of his arching neck. litter loss. death. red runs beneath his dark vision and he only presses harder against his mate, tucks him close against a swan - like neck,
” and i trust you will make the right decision when — when the time arrives. “ its a quiet persuasion, a worry — there was no harm, he thinks, surely. it bites at him, but those words still ring in membraney ears. a legacy, but what was a legacy to raise alone? could he gaze upon dark and white - mottled fur, sunset gazes, should something go awry?
but
ill be careful with them, he’d said. them.
them, a litter. and
when? the thought feels electrifying, it feels as though hornets batter at his stomach. it feels as though butterflies and wide - winged moth threaten to burst from his chest, to flood the capillaries through his limbs. he felt like a apprentice with a training grounds crush, kicking ivory paws through the dirt.
how would they change, he wondered? the insects in his stomach riot, wings beating. giddy - sick, he blinks slow,
” i.. like flutterkit. “ a breath, almost timid. something unnatural upon dark, sloping tones.
but just then, movement sounds outside the willow, a mumble hum of slurring voices and waking yawns. the clan stirs, and he knows he must as well. a sudden thought, cinnamon - striped, sparks his mind and he swallows, casts a glance towards the split den maw,
” we should rise before they come to find us, ja? else cindershade will drag us both by the ear. “
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˖ ⁺ 。 ˚ ⠀ CICADASTAR⠀⠀
−−−c−−−⠀⠀king of the rivers.
m. he / him. black smoke & tortoiseshell chimera with intense salt - blue eyes. a handsome, looming tom bearing patchwork black - silver curls that fall over his slim figure in loose, shining rivulets, broken with white and glossy from his fish diet. descending from a heritage of overtyped oriental shorthairs, cicadastar stands unusually tall amongst his peers, and holds himself with a tragic grace, poised and prim and ever - aware of how he is being perceived.
ᨒ gay, mated to smokethroat. smells like wet stone & moss.
ᨒ speaks with a german accent. 43 moons, ages every 50 posts.
penned by antlers
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