- Aug 1, 2023
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FIGHT SO DIRTY BUT YOU LOVE SO SWEET — She silently thanks Starclan for not freezing over the pool it had been some time since she had laid near it with a fish and had taken off its scales, Beepaw had offered for Nettlepaw to join her this time deciding to share what Cicadstar had with her. He may not be able to see the beauty or gleam of the scales within the pool but perhaps someone else would for now though she will muse this fond memory to the younger apprentice, Beepaw starts by taking a scale off carefully with a claw and immediately watched a bead of blood form within seconds. Something about it being beautiful yet turns her attention to the blind tom with a curt nod "My father once, Cicadastar, had brought me to this pool to have my first fish. I didn't have the strong teeth I do now to bite through the scales so he had picked a few off and left them to the side." She begins to retell the fond memory that she holds closest to her heart of the mottled tom and plucks off another scale as she continues to speak "You cannot see it but fish scales glisten beautifully in the sunlight. Instead you will hear how they slip into the water and sound like heavy downpour during a rainstorm. I think it's a pleasant sound,"
With that she pushes her pile of scales into the pool and listens to each little plip, plip, plip as they fall in, her mix matched gaze focused on the way that all the scales shined of every color possible and it's enough to bring a smile onto her maw. "I can bite through the scales now without any issues but... I still do it in memory of him and it's comforting." She admits to him more quietly as she takes a bite from the fish only to push it over to Nettlepaw so he could take a bite, Beepaw knows that it's an experience that she would share with the new kittens when they arrived or try to considering that was a bigger step for the parents of the brood than herself. For now, she simply waits for the reaction of the boy watching his blind gaze for a moment or two, she hadn't opened up about her late father to anyone in a while. Maybe she's healing yet... Very slowly but she's fine with that.
/ please wait for @Nettlepaw- to reply
With that she pushes her pile of scales into the pool and listens to each little plip, plip, plip as they fall in, her mix matched gaze focused on the way that all the scales shined of every color possible and it's enough to bring a smile onto her maw. "I can bite through the scales now without any issues but... I still do it in memory of him and it's comforting." She admits to him more quietly as she takes a bite from the fish only to push it over to Nettlepaw so he could take a bite, Beepaw knows that it's an experience that she would share with the new kittens when they arrived or try to considering that was a bigger step for the parents of the brood than herself. For now, she simply waits for the reaction of the boy watching his blind gaze for a moment or two, she hadn't opened up about her late father to anyone in a while. Maybe she's healing yet... Very slowly but she's fine with that.
/ please wait for @Nettlepaw- to reply
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₊· ͟͟͞͞➳ 5 moons old; ages the 10th every month
₊· ͟͟͞͞➳ sexuality unknown/too young
₊· ͟͟͞͞➳ currently being mentored by smokestar
₊· ͟͟͞͞➳ daughter ofcicadastarand smokestar
₊· ͟͟͞͞➳ sister of cicadapaw & starlightpaw
₊· ͟͟͞͞➳ "speech", thoughts, attacking
₊· ͟͟͞͞➳ peaceful powerplay allowed