- Nov 28, 2023
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⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ Minkkit desperately wanted to be tall.
Stars, she'd settle for even just a little taller. As she stepped out of the nursery, the gaze of every warrior in the clan, and even most of the apprentices, went right over her head. None of them even saw her slip out all on her own. Last time she had managed this, she had been thwarted by older warrior nearly squashing her underpaw! It had been humiliating! She bet the big, important cats like Chilledstar never had to deal with anything like that, it was impossible not to notice them. A single word from them and the eyes of the entire clan was on them.
It wasn't fair. No one paid attention to her like that. No one paid attention to her at all, really. All the other kits had parents to dote over them every hour of the day, meanwhile she just had to watch with barely concealed envy. She didn't even remember her parents, not really. Her memory of them was only the vague recollection of warm comfort back when she had been very young. The most she knew about them came from her clanmates, who said they were great warriors who had died defending the clan from rogues. Secretly, she didn't really think they could have been all that great. If they were really such amazing warriors, then they wouldn't have died.
It was hard to mourn cats she had never known, but she did miss them. She knew what she had lost by seeing what the other kits had. They all had someone to watch them, and through that a connection to the rest of the clan. She didn't.
Part of her was afraid that if she didn't keep reminding them she was there, the whole clan might just forget about her altogether.
As she crossed the camp, she wondered how long it would take for the queens in the nursery to notice she was missing. It had already taken them too long in her mind. If they had been paying her any attention, she wouldn't have been able to get away with this. It served them right, really. She didn't actually know WHAT she was getting away with yet, but she knew it was something. Once she spotted Clanrock though, she figured it out pretty quickly.
Everyone always noticed Chilledstar when they got up there. No one could ignore a cat that stood that high. In a way, if she was up there she would be tall, just like she had wanted. It was perfect.
Sheer, stubborn determination allowed her to scale atop Clanrock, and as soon as she did she knew it was the right choice. Already heads were turning towards her, eyes widening as they realized where she was. Soon they would usher her down and back into the nursery, and the moment they did they would forget about her all over again. Her mind raced and her heart sped up. She needed to say something, anything, that would manage to hold their attention.
"I'M LEADER NOW!!!" Minkkit squeaked out as loud as her little voice had managed. She beamed down at her clanmates. That was the perfect thing to say, everyone would listen to someone saying something like that.
She wasn't going to let anyone ignore her anymore.
Stars, she'd settle for even just a little taller. As she stepped out of the nursery, the gaze of every warrior in the clan, and even most of the apprentices, went right over her head. None of them even saw her slip out all on her own. Last time she had managed this, she had been thwarted by older warrior nearly squashing her underpaw! It had been humiliating! She bet the big, important cats like Chilledstar never had to deal with anything like that, it was impossible not to notice them. A single word from them and the eyes of the entire clan was on them.
It wasn't fair. No one paid attention to her like that. No one paid attention to her at all, really. All the other kits had parents to dote over them every hour of the day, meanwhile she just had to watch with barely concealed envy. She didn't even remember her parents, not really. Her memory of them was only the vague recollection of warm comfort back when she had been very young. The most she knew about them came from her clanmates, who said they were great warriors who had died defending the clan from rogues. Secretly, she didn't really think they could have been all that great. If they were really such amazing warriors, then they wouldn't have died.
It was hard to mourn cats she had never known, but she did miss them. She knew what she had lost by seeing what the other kits had. They all had someone to watch them, and through that a connection to the rest of the clan. She didn't.
Part of her was afraid that if she didn't keep reminding them she was there, the whole clan might just forget about her altogether.
As she crossed the camp, she wondered how long it would take for the queens in the nursery to notice she was missing. It had already taken them too long in her mind. If they had been paying her any attention, she wouldn't have been able to get away with this. It served them right, really. She didn't actually know WHAT she was getting away with yet, but she knew it was something. Once she spotted Clanrock though, she figured it out pretty quickly.
Everyone always noticed Chilledstar when they got up there. No one could ignore a cat that stood that high. In a way, if she was up there she would be tall, just like she had wanted. It was perfect.
Sheer, stubborn determination allowed her to scale atop Clanrock, and as soon as she did she knew it was the right choice. Already heads were turning towards her, eyes widening as they realized where she was. Soon they would usher her down and back into the nursery, and the moment they did they would forget about her all over again. Her mind raced and her heart sped up. She needed to say something, anything, that would manage to hold their attention.
"I'M LEADER NOW!!!" Minkkit squeaked out as loud as her little voice had managed. She beamed down at her clanmates. That was the perfect thing to say, everyone would listen to someone saying something like that.
She wasn't going to let anyone ignore her anymore.
┌── BUT THERE'S NOBODY HERE
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AND NOBODY DOWNTOWN ──┐
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FOXFANGXBADGERFUR⭃ peaceful and healing powerplay permitted / / underline and tag when attacking ↛ see battle info here ⭃ penned by empyrean ↛ @empyrean_heaven on discord, feel free to dm for plots.
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