- Mar 7, 2024
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The life of a loner was extraordinarily lonely as much as it was harsh, Horse had struggled the moons she'd been by herself no one to protect her and everything against her. Her mother was right though, she was a survivor - was able to brave the elements without a shoulder to lean on but she feels so haggard so tired, she misses her mom and siblings misses the warmth of another body besides her and the assurance she wouldn't be facing danger alone if it bared it's ugly face. All she could do now was run as fast as her legs could take her when it did now, she can't count how many times she's defied her own death how many nights she's spent hidden and shaking on the top of a fence or beneath some twoleg rubble. She can survive but she can't live like this, Horse believes her heart would give up on her she just can't. There's a great deal of shame when it came to that realization, a disgust at herself she was raised for this her mother was raised for this life and she wanted nothing more then for her kits to live the same life. She can't say it was all bad, being able to travel around not tied to anything but the earth she walked on had led her to see such beautiful sights and there was a greatdeal of pride whenever she managed to catch her own prey then suck up her disgust and dig into the crowfood twolegs left behind.
Searching for that said crowfood was what had brought her to the twolegplace, what had led to her hearing the idle gossip of plump kittypets on the fence talking about groups who dwelled in the bordering forest. Her curiosity was peaked and she was happy to know they didn't run from her or call her smelly when she barged into their conversation questions bubbling out of her. A lot of what they told her was completely crazy, rumors of them stealing kits, eating cats but one thing they said had intrigued her that some kittypets went into the woods during the day to be with one of those feral groups. If they'd let in a kittypet, she would bet they'd let her in, it was a gamble of course but one she decided to test her luck on.
Her paws tremble as they lead her into the pines, her heart is racing in her chest. The scent of other cats was strong and growing even stronger and it's enough to stop her. She understands the idea of borders enough, it'd only taken a single time where she'd crossed the threshold of a rogues-group border for her to realize some cats would rip her to shreds for even daring to breath on what they claimed was there's. It was weird to her, who'd belonged nowhere but she wouldn't test the good graces of these forest cats. The young she-cat stills her tail twitching nervously as her eyes dart around looking for any living presence. For now it's silent save for the bird song overhead and the swaying of the tree tops overhead.
Please don't let this be a mistake she silently hopes but on the other paw this could change her life could give her the security she wanted more then anything. The company of cats, her nights and days wouldn't be so lonely that is if they don't shred you to bits.
Searching for that said crowfood was what had brought her to the twolegplace, what had led to her hearing the idle gossip of plump kittypets on the fence talking about groups who dwelled in the bordering forest. Her curiosity was peaked and she was happy to know they didn't run from her or call her smelly when she barged into their conversation questions bubbling out of her. A lot of what they told her was completely crazy, rumors of them stealing kits, eating cats but one thing they said had intrigued her that some kittypets went into the woods during the day to be with one of those feral groups. If they'd let in a kittypet, she would bet they'd let her in, it was a gamble of course but one she decided to test her luck on.
Her paws tremble as they lead her into the pines, her heart is racing in her chest. The scent of other cats was strong and growing even stronger and it's enough to stop her. She understands the idea of borders enough, it'd only taken a single time where she'd crossed the threshold of a rogues-group border for her to realize some cats would rip her to shreds for even daring to breath on what they claimed was there's. It was weird to her, who'd belonged nowhere but she wouldn't test the good graces of these forest cats. The young she-cat stills her tail twitching nervously as her eyes dart around looking for any living presence. For now it's silent save for the bird song overhead and the swaying of the tree tops overhead.
Please don't let this be a mistake she silently hopes but on the other paw this could change her life could give her the security she wanted more then anything. The company of cats, her nights and days wouldn't be so lonely that is if they don't shred you to bits.