- Mar 20, 2023
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˗ˏˋ he does not... trust them.
he doesn't trust anybody. he's only ever... only once. (but she's gone now, isn't she, namesake fulfilled? he shouldn't think about her... thinking about her hurts. dogbait doesn't want to hurt anymore.)
these cats aren't like she was. aren't like he is. they aren't small, frightened creatures. they loom and they stomp and they — they — scruff him and drop him into warmth and milk-scent. it's the most wonderful thing in the whole, entire world. he doesn't understand. he doesn't trust.
dogbait sits at the edge of camp. his belly is hungry for more milk. dogbait loves the milk... he should... go. he should go to that warm, soft, sweet cat, who licks him over as he nurses... they call her wrenflutter. he doesn't know what it means. what a wren is. or a flutter. but dogbait should find her, should go back to the nursery he crept out of.
ears pinned back, hackles raised, he crouches here instead. watches camp from his shadowy little corner, prepared to hiss and bite anyone who comes near.
he watches things happen. he tries to understand.
. . .
brown tabby with white. 7 weeks old. how could you love this wretched creature ´ˎ˗
he doesn't trust anybody. he's only ever... only once. (but she's gone now, isn't she, namesake fulfilled? he shouldn't think about her... thinking about her hurts. dogbait doesn't want to hurt anymore.)
these cats aren't like she was. aren't like he is. they aren't small, frightened creatures. they loom and they stomp and they — they — scruff him and drop him into warmth and milk-scent. it's the most wonderful thing in the whole, entire world. he doesn't understand. he doesn't trust.
dogbait sits at the edge of camp. his belly is hungry for more milk. dogbait loves the milk... he should... go. he should go to that warm, soft, sweet cat, who licks him over as he nurses... they call her wrenflutter. he doesn't know what it means. what a wren is. or a flutter. but dogbait should find her, should go back to the nursery he crept out of.
ears pinned back, hackles raised, he crouches here instead. watches camp from his shadowy little corner, prepared to hiss and bite anyone who comes near.
he watches things happen. he tries to understand.
. . .
brown tabby with white. 7 weeks old. how could you love this wretched creature ´ˎ˗