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Rain had washed away all but memory of the fires that had marred his home and, observing the horizon on his grounded perch by the warrens, Sootspot couldn't help but enjoy the new life springing from the ash. There was a metaphor within there that tickled his pride, a nice fantasy that told him that soot would be the thing that returned the moors to their former glory - even the omen-rejecting chimera could admit that a part of him wished it were true. Shrikethorn would've critiqued such ideas, told him with her eyes that he couldn't be that special because she should've been the special one instead, but without his littermate around, it was easy to let spite get the better of him. He scanned the camp for a flame-licked moor runner, coiling further and further into the shadows as it became apparent she was not around. He felt... disappointed, the same way he imagined a hunter felt when they failed to catch a rabbit, or how a medic may feel when their fresh herbs wither within the day.
Still, he searched, until his eyes locked onto a large-eared calico, someone he knew only by proxy. With their incessant demands and excessive energy, kittens and Sootspot had seldom got along, and from what he had heard from idle gossip, the other was not much better than a child, the brattiness of youth only thinly masked by an air of cool, teenage indifference. More important than their personality was their association with his family, which he assessed greatly, seeing how the rest of them had grown humbled and complacent, some even disrespectful. He didn't think he could ever forgive Mintshade for debasing his bloodline with the name Brokenkit, nor could he forgive Sunstar for promoting such humiliation of a once proud family. 'I must be the only one left who fights for the chance to be better.' For that alone, it was easy to feel like the only one of Sootstar's offspring left.
Sootspot watched the other head towards the same tunnel entrance he lingered at, waiting for Brackenpaw's gaze to find his own, feeling ignored when they seemed to be in their own world. A bushy tail aimed to block the burrow, a rasp in the back of the tom's throat. "A moment, before you depart," he smiled, the sweet expression not quite reaching his chartreuse eyes. "You are in a curious position, as my sister's first apprentice. I am curious to know how she is teaching you." He saw the way Scorchstreak and Rattleheart talked about him, how their words were venom in Sunstar's ears the same way Sunstride's had been venom in his mother's. Even with one incapacitated by parenthood, it seemed the vipers would not accept him as a peer, evidenced by the injustice of lacking an apprentice when greater traitors than he could train the next generations. When one couldn't conquer, they burned, and no shared blood could convince him otherwise - Bluefrost deserved to have a difficult time with this one.
@Brackenpaw