- May 5, 2023
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it still feels too good to be true. that she can look at blazestar and call him mate, that she can press her muzzle to his without worrying over what she might say. let the words come now; they only tell him what she's already said, how much he means to her. how much he always will. moons of hopelessness and guilt and an aching heart, all building towards a night soaked in moonlight and elderberry. she had finally said what she'd meant all along, his absence driving her forth until she spilled fire from her chest.
the next day, she had tried to be covert, slinking from his nest. their camp was by no means empty, even in the early hours, and she doubts her visit had gone unnoticed. embarassment singes the tips of her ears to think of it now, as she roots through her still-stale nest in the warriors' den. yukio's flower, sparrowsong's rock, a couple other trinkets are piled onto the wad of fresh bedding at her side. hooking the whole bundle onto fangs probably grooved from so long carrying clumps of numbing lungwort, bobbie tries to appear casual as she slips out of the warriors' den.
it's difficult to act casual, though, when her destination is quite clearly the elderberry bush that guards the leader's den. with nest material and keepsakes in her jaws, it's rather obvious to any onlookers exactly what she's doing....
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x. she/her ; 42 moons ; tags
x. small, scarred lilac tabby and white she-cat with green eyes
x. played by dejavu
x. mother to lupinepaw, crowpaw, and drowsypaw.