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Puffs of hot air conflict in the icy chill to form a clouded manifestation of fury- each breath is a dogged one, taking more effort than it should've. The frost-bitten air makes tired lungs constrict in tight shackled protest and every dragging paw-step sings of unclaimed yearning for vengeance. Paws stained in crimson. The wrong color scarlet...
It had been a promise then, a spit-drippled hissing threat to see that miserable wretch ended... Sasha's intervention had only delayed an inevitable end. There was not a stretch of land as far as the horizon touched that would spare them from the divine-touched punishment she'd screeched of. StarClan had heard her, she is sure of it. They would give her this... or show their faces as real enemies to deny it.
Dawnstorm and Dewcloud's lingering presence to help her bring home a rose-throated king still makes the fur on her hackles stand on end, blue-fire eyes flicking to keep them in her peripherals at all and any moments. They had sworn to do better.. but it had still been a priority of theirs to rip her off of Deacon and in that way, they were traitors of the heart. She could not trust them in isolation like this... vulnerable where vermillion scratches welled up a love letter to fresh betrayal with a shadow-slumped tom in such a state of disrepair.
It took an agonizingly long time to get all the way from the border back to the safety of camp.. and splashing through the shallow waters to wash away a marker of her failure to protect him... it wasn't enough to release the stain from behind her eyes- a memory, a living nightmare to be played on repeat. I shouldn't have moved. Two times, a crow-feathered champion struck for her mistakes. Two times too many.
"Get Ravensong, now," is the first command given in sharp, barking order to the poor, wide-eyed fool that catches their return with Smokestar's body in tow. StarClan is taking their time... she'd spent the whole trek back thinking about it, worrying they would take too long and he'd just bleed a trail of lost lives across the territory. "Where's Snakeblink? Actually... never mind..."
Gingerly... so gently... she removes herself from under the heavy weight of her leader, moving him to the trusted grip of someone who'd come rushing to help. Someone she could trust... someone that wasn't a murderer. Forgive me, she thinks, searching for Beepaw... Cicadapaw... Starlightpaw. For three little kittens she'd played with and doted on and now stood with their uncle's still flanks, knowing it a personal failure to have him home this way.
Purpose drives her in equal measures as regret does, taking long strides towards the rocky outcropping that served as a throne for decrees, an announcement pavilion that stood above the entire clan. It felt wrong. But when she rounded the top to stare at the gathering crowd, a revenge-tempered confidence carries her edict without wavering.
"RiverClan hear me! The cats formerly known as Thornmask and Cedarblaze, otherwise known as Deacon and Sasha of the Ripple Colony," she begins, watching as her den-mates and friends and family alike search the crowd for the missing, those who had left with their deputy and leader and didn't return with them now.
"Are to be killed on sight."
Her tail lashes in a sweeping arc, struggling to suppress a cough that tickles in her chest- a sense of justice washes through violence-hungry bones, claws dig firmly into shifting pebbles. "They are traitors- exiles. It was their claws that saw fit to slaughter Smokestar in cold-blood... and should be repaid that kindness with their own lives."
"Any failure to see their lives ended without hesitation... will be met with severe consequences," eyes devoid of kindness, a voice hardened without patience, "Do not test.... what those consequences will be."
Leaping from the pile of stones, they flick their gaze towards the lead warriors, landing squarely on Snakeblink last of all with a small grimace. She coughs against the frigid air and the way it hurts her lungs, becomes aware of the way her body stings with what small allowance she had to try to repay the life with another life- if they just hadn't been outnumbered... If she hadn't stepped away, hadn't trusted them...
You tried... it wasn't enough.
WELL IF YOU WANT MY BLOOD I'LL MAKE SO MUCH BLOOD
THAT YOU'RE GONNA FUCKING DROWN