- Jun 7, 2022
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"AND THOUGH THE EMBERS ARE NEW, WHATEVER YOU DO DON'T LET THE FIRE DIE"
Without Cinderfrost in camp, it felt like she could breathe easier. That wasn't something she had expected, really. Her first death was so long again now, she had moved on. She thought she had. Now though, without her murderer in camp, she just felt safe. She hadn't expected that.
It made her feel guilty.
The decision had hurt her clanmates and made them mad, Emberstar knew that. She had seen all the reactions, made a point of watching them really. For all the danger their old medicine cat posed, she had done a lot of good. The information she had taught them was invaluable, she had helped deliver Rabbitnose and Sunfreckle's kits, and she had even saved Roepaw's life.
Roepaw. That was who she felt worst about. The tiny apprentice had practically been adopted by Cinderfrost, and it made sense why. She wouldn't be alive if not for her. Emberstar had already worried that the apprentice was too isolated, and now the closest thing she had to a mother had been banished.
A sigh pulled itself from the leader, and the sound of her own vocie pulled her from her thoughts. As it did, she realized where she was. The entrance of the medicine den. She had come here without even realizing it, she was just used to checking in on Cinderfrost every day, to make sure she wasn't doing anything. Staring into the den in front of her, she blinked, considering it.
It made her feel guilty.
The decision had hurt her clanmates and made them mad, Emberstar knew that. She had seen all the reactions, made a point of watching them really. For all the danger their old medicine cat posed, she had done a lot of good. The information she had taught them was invaluable, she had helped deliver Rabbitnose and Sunfreckle's kits, and she had even saved Roepaw's life.
Roepaw. That was who she felt worst about. The tiny apprentice had practically been adopted by Cinderfrost, and it made sense why. She wouldn't be alive if not for her. Emberstar had already worried that the apprentice was too isolated, and now the closest thing she had to a mother had been banished.
A sigh pulled itself from the leader, and the sound of her own vocie pulled her from her thoughts. As it did, she realized where she was. The entrance of the medicine den. She had come here without even realizing it, she was just used to checking in on Cinderfrost every day, to make sure she wasn't doing anything. Staring into the den in front of her, she blinked, considering it.
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