private THOSE WHO CARRIED ON 𓆩♡𓆪 MALLOWLARK

Once, there had been nothing in his life more exciting than the Gathering. A cacophony of raucous noise and restless pelts, yes— but among them was gossamer - white hinged by shadow; a moon - lit grin. None of the noise had ever mattered, because why should he be bothered when he could be in love? Ear - splitting clamor has become an inconvenience. The buzzing of insects, unimportant, so long as he allowed it to be. It was something to talk about, rather than something to make his skin crawl. The main attraction had always ever been him; a taste of stardust for half a moon, and half a moon, only. In the presence of such luster, what could anyone else become, but a backdrop?

He had no need for any such theatrics any longer. The gathering was now once in a lifetime chance now, but a thing that simply happened. Boring, is what it has become. Dawnglare often found his own eyes glazing over in unhidden disinterest, a slight sway in his posture where he ought to be posed with his supposed fellow Medicine Cats.

Perhaps it was a habit, that had him searching for snow - white in the crowd, a task that only grew more difficult as the nights grew longer and longer. At times, he searched when he knew there was nothing to be found. Ruddy, pitch black, ashen grey, tawny stripes... He recalls the blood moon, drenching the then - empty clearing in red... He recalls keeping away from Sootstar's prying eyes, moor beast sat upon her perch. Tortoiseshell, smokey grey, pure white— and so, wrong, is what that was. Mitted paws; which way around were they?

Soot - dipped, and so, perhaps. Eyes shining blue, gold, brown, silver, sad.

...Had his eyes been so sad, before? He wonders, as if he did not know the answer.

" Mallowlark... " He's mulled over this for too long, now. He has let things get in the way, utter foolishness, on his part. Had Mallowlark not come here to prevent such a thing from happening again?

Dawnglare would find him on one clouded night, catching him with a sweep of the tail before either them could disappear within his den. The rogues had rendered it anything but private. Despite what may be believed, he did not love the smell of blood.

And She is encouraging, with the words She rumbles. The moon holds it's breath, as he pulls him to a silver corner of camp. And Dawnglare would press his head to his, looking attetively; looking at him. " You're troubled, " he says decisively, not bothering to ask first if he was. Patiently, poignantly, he waits.
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  • ( I'M AS ALIVE AS HER BEARD IS LONG ) DAWNGLARE Medicine Cat of SkyClan. Mentoring Fireflypaw
    𓆩♡𓆪 He / him , deeply confused by the use of other pronouns
    𓆩♡𓆪 Currently 60 moons old as of 1.1.24. Mated to Mallowlark

    Unsettling and strange, Dawnglare bears a unique perception to the world and stars above on top of a generally unpleasant disposition. Holds others to uniquely impossible standards and himself undeniably above the rest.
    Mood is decided by dice - rolls per thread, with the exception of some important threads
 

It seemed he was always looking for someone at the Gathering. nosing through the crowd, shouldering past pelts he didn't care about to hurry toward those that he did. In their moons of seldom seeing each other, he had always barrelled desperately toward Dawnglare, and met him in a manner much more affectionate than he should have. But his recent Gathering-searches had been fruitless, for who and what he searched for was never there. Brightshine, Heavy Snow- any of his aunts, any of his new siblings, Echolight. But there had been no wink of them.

His name was whispered in the cold air, snow-dust in his ears... attention swivelled, and sadness and gladness glazed silver in his eyes.

Even after all this time, always did he soften in this presence. A phantom dripped from the blood moon, seen only for fleeting moments before, now the first face to greet him every morning and the last before he tumbled into dreams. How he was grateful for it! What business did he have to be upset in any way, when he was here and here with Dawnglare, and they were no longer separated by borders and by sickness? But ever was it a nagging thought, and now- now, it was obvious.

He leant into the touch, and there was something desperate about his action, the comfort readily sought and found, meeting his mate's touch fiercely. You're troubled. And Mallowlark giggled then, not as empty as it had been, because even in despair Dawnglare could delight him. "I love you. You're so clever." And he spoke of love- he had to say it every time it occured to him quite how in love he was, and that was rather often.

It was also affirmation that there was no resentment. But it was easy to admit, and Mallowlark curled himself into mahogany-and-white warmth as he said it. "My- mother. All my family. I haven't seen them in moons." With a small sigh, he leant forward and let his nose kiss the fur of Dawnglare's mane. "I think something awful happened."
PENNED BY PIN
 
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