- Oct 17, 2022
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MAYBE I'D BE A SAINT IF I WEREN'T ————————————
Snakeblink is a restless sleeper, always has been, but leafbare always aggravates his insomnia to a new degree. Hunger and cold conspire to keep him awake, the former growling low in his empty stomach while the wind whistles through gaps in the warrior’s den and over his very bones until he feels as if frost might start to grow over the knobs of his spine.
The air within the den is warmed, slightly, by the bodies piled within; most cats cuddle up when the season grows colder to conserve warmth. But Snakeblink doesn’t, instead choosing to sleep pressed against the woven wall of the den, and his thin pelt makes for poor insulation on its own. He’s overly mindful of the fact that he sprawls in his sleep, having kicked many a nest neighbor in the face because of it, and his waking mind’s anxiety over touching others lingers, making him tense up in worry that his sleeping self will reach out when he’s not allowed to do so.
It’s an annoying and uncomfortable experience. He wonders how Smokestar fares in that lonely den of his; the cold must be haunting, a reminder of his loneliness beneath the willow, even taking into account the black tom’s thicker fur.
Huffing softly, Snakeblink lifts his head to glance at the mass of bodies of sleeping clanmates, indistinct shapes in the impenetrable darkness. Quietly, careful not to make so much noise as to disturb their rest, he gets to his paws and turns tightly on himself, trying to find a more comfortable position to hopefully find some sleep in. He winces when his movement jostles his closest neighbor, holding his breath as he prays internally: don’t wake up, don’t wake up—
The air within the den is warmed, slightly, by the bodies piled within; most cats cuddle up when the season grows colder to conserve warmth. But Snakeblink doesn’t, instead choosing to sleep pressed against the woven wall of the den, and his thin pelt makes for poor insulation on its own. He’s overly mindful of the fact that he sprawls in his sleep, having kicked many a nest neighbor in the face because of it, and his waking mind’s anxiety over touching others lingers, making him tense up in worry that his sleeping self will reach out when he’s not allowed to do so.
It’s an annoying and uncomfortable experience. He wonders how Smokestar fares in that lonely den of his; the cold must be haunting, a reminder of his loneliness beneath the willow, even taking into account the black tom’s thicker fur.
Huffing softly, Snakeblink lifts his head to glance at the mass of bodies of sleeping clanmates, indistinct shapes in the impenetrable darkness. Quietly, careful not to make so much noise as to disturb their rest, he gets to his paws and turns tightly on himself, trying to find a more comfortable position to hopefully find some sleep in. He winces when his movement jostles his closest neighbor, holding his breath as he prays internally: don’t wake up, don’t wake up—
——————————————————————————————————— so god damn lonely
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— Snakeblink • he / him. 48 ☾, riverclan warrior
— a sleek, skinny tabby with long ears and a scar over his right eye.
— gay, not actually evil, penned by @Kangoo