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BONERIPPLE
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Her eyes gleam in the morning sun, turned towards the temporary camp and the nursery where her kits are. She has been pushing her luck with going on small patrols. Attempting to work here and there to alleviate some of her pent up energy, to do something instead of sitting around all day. Her kits are well behaved and making the journey without a scratch she is all the more happy about. Still as the days trickle on she finds herself becoming more and more tense. More aware of how things are proceeding. Perhaps it began with Cindershade's words or maybe with Iciclepaw. She isn't sure but the detaste she can sense coming from those she had hiped would be her clanmates is almost too strong now. Her hopes for a new future seem to crack and display something horrid. Really she thinks on why she came here. Why did she try to escape a path that even now crushes her? Perhaps she is doomed to always be wrong and what hurts the most is that she dragged all of them with her. Wolverinefang, Fogpaw, the kits. All of them would still be in Shadowclan if it weren't for her. Those burning eyes close as she thinks, gaze pensive before she decides to get something to eat.
Paws so silent shift to take her to the pile and there upon it is a frog. Her gaze is steady as she stares and her mind goes through many things. Why is a frog here? Are they testing her? Normally fish are the norm with the occasional mouse or vole but she has never seen a frog grace this pile before. Something Shadowclanners delight in. Her maw clenches and she takes in a slow breath. No, no, she can't be that paranoid. It makes little sense. Prey is prey. And one clan is not forced to stick to certain food. If one can catch it then it's nothing more than another piece for the pile. So then why does she falter? Her tail tip twitches back and forth, her ears pulled forward and then she finds herself not caring. She's hungry. It food. Just that. Nothing more. With a small shift she picks up the frog and takes it to a secluded spot.
Keeping the prey between her paws she begins to tear at it. Trying to cut off her over thinking. Soon she will be learning how to swim. Soon she will be fishing and hunting upon the land. Soon she will be able to watch her kits become true Riverclanners with no stigma attached to them and that is all she can hope for. "It's all I want..." All she needs.
Paws so silent shift to take her to the pile and there upon it is a frog. Her gaze is steady as she stares and her mind goes through many things. Why is a frog here? Are they testing her? Normally fish are the norm with the occasional mouse or vole but she has never seen a frog grace this pile before. Something Shadowclanners delight in. Her maw clenches and she takes in a slow breath. No, no, she can't be that paranoid. It makes little sense. Prey is prey. And one clan is not forced to stick to certain food. If one can catch it then it's nothing more than another piece for the pile. So then why does she falter? Her tail tip twitches back and forth, her ears pulled forward and then she finds herself not caring. She's hungry. It food. Just that. Nothing more. With a small shift she picks up the frog and takes it to a secluded spot.
Keeping the prey between her paws she begins to tear at it. Trying to cut off her over thinking. Soon she will be learning how to swim. Soon she will be fishing and hunting upon the land. Soon she will be able to watch her kits become true Riverclanners with no stigma attached to them and that is all she can hope for. "It's all I want..." All she needs.