- Dec 27, 2022
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SOMETIMES I CAN'T BELIEVE IT
SOMETIMES I CAN'T BELIEVE IT
Lichenpaw's never been the most restful cat, sleep not coming easy when he feels so constantly on guard, always finding something to worry over. Tonight, and the nights since the half-moon, worry over his position fills his mind. Over his lie, serving ancestors long gone, stars with no life of their own. An allegiance to a fairy tale, a kit story. The other medicine cats had seemed so entranced by it.
He can't let that stop him now. He's happier than he has been since that day out at Sunningrocks, maybe since long before. He's able to be helpful now, useful. He can take care of his Clanmates, can heal cats like Sandpaw rather than feeling that same desperate helplessness, that ugly rage. It's better, it's worth it. But it can be a little lonely, sometimes.
Lichenpaw ventures, sleepless, from his nest. He doesn't quite know his goal, just that his paws itch to move, rather than stay cooped up in the stuffy medicine den. Surprisingly wakeful blue eyes dart around camp, up to the stars, and back down. No, he needs to distract himself. Keep his eyes to the camp, try to find someone to bother. He hopes he's not the only one up so late...
He can't let that stop him now. He's happier than he has been since that day out at Sunningrocks, maybe since long before. He's able to be helpful now, useful. He can take care of his Clanmates, can heal cats like Sandpaw rather than feeling that same desperate helplessness, that ugly rage. It's better, it's worth it. But it can be a little lonely, sometimes.
Lichenpaw ventures, sleepless, from his nest. He doesn't quite know his goal, just that his paws itch to move, rather than stay cooped up in the stuffy medicine den. Surprisingly wakeful blue eyes dart around camp, up to the stars, and back down. No, he needs to distract himself. Keep his eyes to the camp, try to find someone to bother. He hopes he's not the only one up so late...
I'M MOVING PAST THE FEELING !
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