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I accept the challenge.
He had not paid much attention to Snakehiss' kittens, the clan had been too forgiving of their father's sins, the idea that they were separate whilst he was forced to wear his mother's pelt nauseating to a heart that seldom stirred for much. That simple phrase from Viperpaw made Sootspot decide he did not like his new apprentice. He had put off a conversation with him for days, wrestling with the two futures he had in mind for the tortoiseshell - even now, he had not made up his mind whether it was worth sculpting Viperpaw into greatness or tossing him aside like a botched creation.
Snakehiss' death had given him... not quite empathy, but opportunity; emotional fragility was easier to work with than blind heroism.
"I understand we have not properly talked. Though he was not in your life for long, a piece of you died last moon - I did not wish to push you." Sootspot stood at the Tunnel entrance's edge, studying his apprentice's reaction with an appropriately cordial smile. No one had seemed happy for him to get another apprentice, it made his blood boil and claws curl into the soil. 'They don't deserve the devotion I show them.' Isolation cut like a knife, deeper than ever now that he knew his kittens were growing up and would have less time for him. When love retreated further and further into the very marrow of one's being, it became all too easy to convince oneself that the fear a crown brought was the only way to become something. "Will you be distracted now?"
/ @VIPERPAW