- Jun 21, 2022
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the days following the raid pass by him in a blur. the world doesn't even feel real, like everything that's happened is just some horrible nightmare... clearsight's death, his pillaged stock, the stench of moor and blood that doesn't seem to leave no matter how much he cleans his den. he wishes he was naive enough to believe that it was all a dream. that would be easier to accept than the truth, at the very least. he could carry on with his duties without all of this guilt, anger, and grief buffeting him until he can't feel anything at all.
beesong finds it easier to lock themselves away in their den, fussing over the countless injured and busying their trembling paws with the surmounting work. they didn't want to go out and see those grief-stricken faces, or look out at the clearing and see clearsight's broken body adorned in blood. but even if it is preferable, it isn't even remotely enjoyable. their den is too quiet. gloompaw's absence is felt in every corner of their life... funny how they'd gotten used to her company so quickly; she'd always fill the silence, making dumb jokes as they reorganized or asking about a herb as they put it away. funnier yet is how they've suddenly decided they hate the quiet when they've never minded it before.
that unnerving silence is all that beesong could focus on, as he changes the cobwebs on his own shoulder. it threatens to crush him under its weight, so he presses hard on the cobwebs until the sting of the claw marks has him scrunching his eye shut and gritting his teeth. and when he finally releases and opens his eye, when the air feels just a little less oppressive, he notices; a pair of green eyes, watching him. their owner melds with the shadows of the den, but beesong can make out the silhouette of large, rounded ears enough to recognize ravenpaw. he snorts, surprised even with the sheer number of patients that he has an audience of any kind... the cinnamon tabby has changed cobwebs so much over the past moons it's become almost as natural as breathing when he does it. he forgets that to those outside of his own profession, it isn't second nature.
seeing an opportunity to break the silence, even if for a moment, beesong tilts their head. "you need something?" their voice rasps, scratches uncomfortably at their throat, and they're reminded that they should probably drink something soon.
@RAVENPAW.
beesong finds it easier to lock themselves away in their den, fussing over the countless injured and busying their trembling paws with the surmounting work. they didn't want to go out and see those grief-stricken faces, or look out at the clearing and see clearsight's broken body adorned in blood. but even if it is preferable, it isn't even remotely enjoyable. their den is too quiet. gloompaw's absence is felt in every corner of their life... funny how they'd gotten used to her company so quickly; she'd always fill the silence, making dumb jokes as they reorganized or asking about a herb as they put it away. funnier yet is how they've suddenly decided they hate the quiet when they've never minded it before.
that unnerving silence is all that beesong could focus on, as he changes the cobwebs on his own shoulder. it threatens to crush him under its weight, so he presses hard on the cobwebs until the sting of the claw marks has him scrunching his eye shut and gritting his teeth. and when he finally releases and opens his eye, when the air feels just a little less oppressive, he notices; a pair of green eyes, watching him. their owner melds with the shadows of the den, but beesong can make out the silhouette of large, rounded ears enough to recognize ravenpaw. he snorts, surprised even with the sheer number of patients that he has an audience of any kind... the cinnamon tabby has changed cobwebs so much over the past moons it's become almost as natural as breathing when he does it. he forgets that to those outside of his own profession, it isn't second nature.
seeing an opportunity to break the silence, even if for a moment, beesong tilts their head. "you need something?" their voice rasps, scratches uncomfortably at their throat, and they're reminded that they should probably drink something soon.
@RAVENPAW.