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His mind had continued to play that day on repeat. Since his excursion towards ShadowClan's border, Sunstride had been consumed with a sensation he could not quite describe. It was all that remained once anger had run its course. A vibrancy to his unease, a sharpened edge– it is something akin to fear, though he does not know the word beyond that. He could describe it as the knowledge of all that might go wrong. A creaking branch above his head that he cannot step away from, for there is too much to be done beneath its shade. Each step that he takes is another across the ancient wood. It will kill him, he thinks, and that is a terrifying thought, but at least he knows he would go in a fight. Once he had thought that it would only be other clans he rallied himself against. Now he feels that he stands against his own, alone as he must be.
Wolfsong stands beside him, this he knows. They would shepherd their litter to safety as they had carried themselves many moons ago. And yet, beyond him...he does not know. Even those that had raged against Sootstar seemed to have bowed with time. He feels some small prickle of shame that he had played a part in that, if only in how he had silenced them. For their safety, he had thought. And he meant that even still. He can only hope that Rattleheart feels it still, for that is where his paws tread now. He seeks them out, desperate, but what he finds is of no comfort.
Scorchstreak rests beside him, an implacable force as she had always been. The mother of Badgermoon's kits, Sootstar's right hand, his own predecessor, a traitor by all counts– he does not know which of those titles is the worst of the bunch, now. Too much had been turned on its head as of late. He should not take the risk. Not with so much riding upon this moment. Yet if he does, and she does not flinch from all that he says...is that not a worthy cause? Is that not worth this moment's fear? In times such as this, he wishes terribly that he could lean once more upon his mate's better judgement. All that he sees with one remaining eye is a mountain's worth to Sunstride's pebble. He knows action, and reaction, and some strange hope. His worries must show across his face to two cats so likewise watchful, but he inhales, exhales, and says it anyway: "Scorchstreak. Rattleheart. Will you walk with me, a moment? There is something I must ask of you."
Wolfsong stands beside him, this he knows. They would shepherd their litter to safety as they had carried themselves many moons ago. And yet, beyond him...he does not know. Even those that had raged against Sootstar seemed to have bowed with time. He feels some small prickle of shame that he had played a part in that, if only in how he had silenced them. For their safety, he had thought. And he meant that even still. He can only hope that Rattleheart feels it still, for that is where his paws tread now. He seeks them out, desperate, but what he finds is of no comfort.
Scorchstreak rests beside him, an implacable force as she had always been. The mother of Badgermoon's kits, Sootstar's right hand, his own predecessor, a traitor by all counts– he does not know which of those titles is the worst of the bunch, now. Too much had been turned on its head as of late. He should not take the risk. Not with so much riding upon this moment. Yet if he does, and she does not flinch from all that he says...is that not a worthy cause? Is that not worth this moment's fear? In times such as this, he wishes terribly that he could lean once more upon his mate's better judgement. All that he sees with one remaining eye is a mountain's worth to Sunstride's pebble. He knows action, and reaction, and some strange hope. His worries must show across his face to two cats so likewise watchful, but he inhales, exhales, and says it anyway: "Scorchstreak. Rattleheart. Will you walk with me, a moment? There is something I must ask of you."
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SUNSTRIDE. WINDCLAN DEPUTY & MOOR RUNNER.
——– HE – HIM – HIS ╱╱ 48+ MOONS OLD, ADULT.
TH ╱╱ LARGE CHOCOLATE ROSETTE TABBY, ICY EYES. -
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