- Apr 26, 2024
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〔✦〕Night seemed to be the best time to be alone. The sky was clear this night with the empty inkness of the vast cosmos just waiting up there for something to happen. A star to fly by, the moon to explode- something to signify that this wasnt all just a unreal experience. Magpiepaw never thought their trauma to be different than someone else's but they felt like they played it off too much. That they didnt think it was super serious compared to losing a life, to losing a loved one but they had lost a love one even if they were quite young at the time. The young apprentice put a paw up to their right eye and felt the scar of where the rogue had caught them, of how their sister fought so diligently for them and lost so much more than they could've. Still felt unreal sometimes that their parents were gone, they had a new scar and they felt like the biggest disappoint in Riverclan. Like nothing they ever did was enough for them to be happy- what made them happy anyway? They didnt really know.
It sighs heavily as blue hues watched the night sky above. The young cat curled their tail around their paws as they did so and they listened to the water at the edge of the river crash softly in the night. Not a bug stirred, not a critter dared to crawl or shudder. There was a peacefulness to the night as the stars glittered and batted at the distant lands. Another sigh leaves its white maw as it moves it gaze from a far away star to the moon itself and they wonder if the moon was where all of Starclan laid. That their parents were up on the moon watching down on them and had some sort of pride in them. Though it felt like it wasnt entirely true as how could a cat live on the moon?
Magpiepaw lashes their tail in their show of anger as it washes through them for an unknown reason, but truly it was because they had upsetted themselves. They were quite good at convincing themselves of things and dwindling into holes of madness. The black and white cat huffed slightly in response to their anger and looked back to the stars quietly. The night was stretching onwards as the last rays of the sunset disappeared into the treetops. Leaving only moonlight shadows to play. The apprentice didnt feel like sleeping tonight it seemed as they stared on the beach up at the stars. They had come out here hours ago and wasnt sure how long they'd been out here. Then again, did it matter?
Another wave of anger, another hiss at the air before Magpiepaw shook themselves and moved to look at the river about a few tail lengths from them. They wanted to go sit in it but also didnt want to move from where they where. So they remained, bluest of gazes moving back up to the starry pelt of the night.
It sighs heavily as blue hues watched the night sky above. The young cat curled their tail around their paws as they did so and they listened to the water at the edge of the river crash softly in the night. Not a bug stirred, not a critter dared to crawl or shudder. There was a peacefulness to the night as the stars glittered and batted at the distant lands. Another sigh leaves its white maw as it moves it gaze from a far away star to the moon itself and they wonder if the moon was where all of Starclan laid. That their parents were up on the moon watching down on them and had some sort of pride in them. Though it felt like it wasnt entirely true as how could a cat live on the moon?
Magpiepaw lashes their tail in their show of anger as it washes through them for an unknown reason, but truly it was because they had upsetted themselves. They were quite good at convincing themselves of things and dwindling into holes of madness. The black and white cat huffed slightly in response to their anger and looked back to the stars quietly. The night was stretching onwards as the last rays of the sunset disappeared into the treetops. Leaving only moonlight shadows to play. The apprentice didnt feel like sleeping tonight it seemed as they stared on the beach up at the stars. They had come out here hours ago and wasnt sure how long they'd been out here. Then again, did it matter?
Another wave of anger, another hiss at the air before Magpiepaw shook themselves and moved to look at the river about a few tail lengths from them. They wanted to go sit in it but also didnt want to move from where they where. So they remained, bluest of gazes moving back up to the starry pelt of the night.
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Magpiepaw —— Apprentice of Riverclan , mentored by Hawkcloud . NPC x NPC . littermate to Gladefrost and Frecklepaw ✦ penned by wolfie
✦ AFAB Agender Masculine / they/it/ze / 10 months & ages every 23ʳᵈ
✦ single / Demisexual Homoromantic(femme leaning) & polyamorous / open to romance
✦ peaceful and healing powerplay permitted / underline & tag account when attacking
—— combat details here / battle notes
✦ “speech”, 'thoughts', all opinions are in character
✦ biography — msg on discord for plots — toyhouse
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