- Sep 7, 2022
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Dinner.
The idea of eating right now made his stomach turn, already anticipating the pain that his inflicted tooth would cause him when he bit into the flesh of prey, how difficult it would be to rip meat from bones when every time he put any pressure at all on that damned canine it send a stabbing sensation through his whole mouth. It all can be traced back to yesterday, he had forgotten to eat before going out hunting, and unfortunately they had gone to Sunning Rocks, and unfortunately he had seen that fox-hearted coward who had taken his grandmother's life across the way. He had grabbed a piece of prey off the fresh-kill pile, grumbling to whoever was near enough to hear that he was going to go eat alone, and found a corner to devour his meal in. But he couldn't dispel the anger from his mind and he had torn into that poor mouse with such a ferocity and when he was done absolutely ravaging his meal he moved on to the bones. He had taken one of those little bones in his mouth and bit down, and in his mind he imagined it was the bones of that pathetic excuse for a warrior. Grandma killer extraordinaire. Or perhaps it was his cousin who still stayed there, among the monsters. He had thought his siblings the true pariahs' but he sees now he was wrong. It had been her.
The bone had splintered in his mouth, breaking apart easily with a crunch. The taste of marrow floods his mouth and for a moment it feels good, powerful even. And then the pain hits. One of the splinters had broken off and buried itself right into the gums above his canine, his mouth had bled a little and he had let out a sharp cry in pain and surprise. He had lifted his paw up to his mouth, pulled the offending thorn out and inspected it, a frown on his ebony features and then he had discarded it, along with all the other bones. Anger sated, replaced by pain and a deep pit of sadness and grief and loss.
Now, he stares absently at the squirrel between his feet, not entirely certain he wants to try eating again. He had already made an attempt this morning and had quickly decided he would try again later and gave his prey to his mother, who was very grateful to be brought breakfast by her son, and he had gone out to do his assigned duties. His stomach grumbles loudly which causes his frown to deepen but still he cannot bring himself to bow his head and take a bite.
// @BERRYHEART