- Feb 13, 2023
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TAGS — Thank the stars, she's finally free! And only a day behind Rookpaw. Nice. Not that she'd minded the opportunity to sit around, chat, and share a den with Starlingheart for a few weeks, of course — quite the opposite, in fact! Any chance to keep her sister company and at least try lightening the mood is a welcome one; coming down with greencough was a trade-off she'd gladly accepted. StarClan knows the other molly needed it; Dustpaw is painfully aware of the pressure that comes with being a medicine cat during such trying times. She has no idea how Starling manages it, honestly; Dusty would be useless.
Selfishly, she's also appreciated the break from, like, everything. No patrolling, no having to deal with the Carrionplace or ThunderClan, no having to watch everyone starve from her secluded position in the medicine den. Sick cats get higher food priority, too, which has certainly been nice. Not that there's been too much to go around. As nice as getting to lay around and be taken care of has been, it comes with such a creeping feeling of guilt, too, when she thinks about it like that. And then those thoughts inevitably lead to the reminder that she's draining valuable herbs while lazing about, and then she just starts feeling crappy. Until she catches wind of her clanmates outside the den discussing the state of everything, their dragging duties and harsh days, which makes her grateful for her rest... until she starts feeling guilty again, and the cycle continues.
Overall, it does feel nice to be healthy again — for the most part. Some fatigue still grips her and her stomach cries out in hunger with every move, but nonetheless there's a spring in the lilac molly's step as she slips out of the little cave that's been housing her as of late. With a lash of her tail she stoops down for a generous stretch before shaking off her feathery pelt, dropping the ball of moss she'd collected from the den's lining. "Hey, anyone wanna play some mossball?" She's been going a little stir crazy and could use the excitement. The whole clan probably could.
Selfishly, she's also appreciated the break from, like, everything. No patrolling, no having to deal with the Carrionplace or ThunderClan, no having to watch everyone starve from her secluded position in the medicine den. Sick cats get higher food priority, too, which has certainly been nice. Not that there's been too much to go around. As nice as getting to lay around and be taken care of has been, it comes with such a creeping feeling of guilt, too, when she thinks about it like that. And then those thoughts inevitably lead to the reminder that she's draining valuable herbs while lazing about, and then she just starts feeling crappy. Until she catches wind of her clanmates outside the den discussing the state of everything, their dragging duties and harsh days, which makes her grateful for her rest... until she starts feeling guilty again, and the cycle continues.
Overall, it does feel nice to be healthy again — for the most part. Some fatigue still grips her and her stomach cries out in hunger with every move, but nonetheless there's a spring in the lilac molly's step as she slips out of the little cave that's been housing her as of late. With a lash of her tail she stoops down for a generous stretch before shaking off her feathery pelt, dropping the ball of moss she'd collected from the den's lining. "Hey, anyone wanna play some mossball?" She's been going a little stir crazy and could use the excitement. The whole clan probably could.