camp war of hearts — tired

it's not my fault i have my father's eyes .
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The young warrior hadn’t meant to fall asleep, waking up to twigs, leaves, and flower petals decorating his long black-and-white pelt. He chuckled, paw slithering from beneath a bony frame to pluck a few pine needles from his helm, soft chuckles from a parted maw. A smile tugged at bitten lips, hallowed, freckled cheeks crinkling with the motion. “Pretty.” He hummed, chin tilted languidly, cupped between the divot of outstretched forelimbs.

Littlemoon breathed, bloodshot hues squinting at the harsh light streaming through the trees shadowing the camp. It was a nice day. One the freckled warrior didn’t share, haunted behind dull ocean hues, Littlemoon wondered what the point of it was.

How silly he’d been, thinking he’d prove to his mama that he was capable, of pushing boundaries and running himself ragged till he fell victim to frequent illnesses, turning him into a walking skeleton, lethargic and wishful. Previous mentors had come and gone. So were these petals. It was a useless thought, comparing life to flower petals, already wilting.

Pawsteps approached the long-haired warrior, drawing pools of liquid blue to the mouse dropped at his paws, stomach-churning at the sight. Littlemoon hummed, pushing himself upright, paper-thin skin stretching against the knobs of his spine, hidden beneath the plumage of black-and-white fur still riddled with flowers, leaves, and twigs. “Oh. Thank you.” He murmured awkwardly, uncertain. What could he say? That he wasn’t hungry? Did the kits eat? The queens? Someone more useful? Self-pitying was never a good look for you.

He breathed unevenly, drawing lips upward in a gentle smile, subtle beneath the mess of scarred flesh, blue irises crinkling, drawing freckled cheeks upward. “I’m sure one of the queens would like it more.” He offered tentatively, pulling into himself with a quiet hum, glancing toward the nursery. “Or the kits. If they can eat solid foods.” He murmured, helm tilted to avoid getting a pine needle in his eye.
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Littlemoon had lost his mama, and the young warrior hasn't seemed like himself since her death. He trudges through camp with bleary blue eyes, unseeing, unfeeling, and Fluffypaw can't remember the last time she saw him take a piece of fresh-kill for himself. The little cream-colored tortoiseshell studies him for a few heartbeats before plucking a mouse from the fresh-kill pile. She trots over to him and drops it with an unceremonious thud at his forepaws. Littlemoon tilts his face toward hers, tired but warm. "Oh. Thank you." She smiles. "You're welcome! You looked hungry." She sits beside him, tucking her paws beneath the fluff of her chest.

But then he tries to pass the prey off. "I'm sure one of the queens would like it more. Or the kits. If they can eat solid foods." Fluffypaw shakes her head gently. "The apprentices have fed the queens and kits already," she murmurs quietly. "This one is for you. Please eat it, or you'll... you'll hurt my feelings!" She blinks earnestly at him.

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  • Fluffykit . Fluffypaw, she/her w/ feminine terms.
    — “speech”, thoughts, attack
    — 7 moons old, ages realistically on the 8th.
    — mentored by Greeneyes ; mentoring n/a ; previously mentored n/a.
    — skyclan apprentice. butterflytuft x dandelionwish, gen 3.
    — penned by Marquette.
    lh chocolate tortie/cream chimera with jade eyes. frightened, clingy, anxious, gentle.


 

Oh, he didn't know what he'd do without his mother. Who he'd be. They were shattered into separate pieces, now, of course; she in WindClan (and was she happy, there) and him in SkyClan (and he was happy, here). Silver eyes blinked, moon-wide- there flickered something in Littlemoon's eyes, a shadowy exhaustion. Oh, grief... yes, probably. The same he'd felt when he'd heard- Larkfeather, gone... Lilacstem, slaughtered. Even far away, family fracturing was a difficult thing to face... to stare down the pit of, fall, let your bones break.

Fluffypaw, smaller than her heart, tentatively padded forth- Mallowlark too trodded a swaying pace, head sideways as he studied the sad-looking warrior. Oh, and Fluffypaw's words were drenched in kindness, aglow with compassion- steadfast, stoic. She was a fearful thing normally, wasn't she? So he'd back her up, boost up her empathy- giving a fang-glimmer grin all the while, Mallowlark chirped hiw own addition. "Oh, you'd better finish the whole thing then," he urged, eyes flaring to saucers, complete and large. Oh, yes... wouldn't want to make an apprentice burst into floods of tears, would you? How terrible...
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〕Looking out for his clanmates was a quality that was embedded in Lionpaw's being. Maybe it was Blazestar's blood that coursed through their veins, compelling him to check in on others and make sure they were faring well. Maybe it was how he was raised; memories of Bobbie refusing to eat and letting fresh-kill rot alongside her nest flood his vision. He remembers how concerned he used to get for his mother. She was doing a little better nowadays, slowly rebuilding her strength again, but it took a long time for her to even stomach a bite of food. For what specific reason Lionpaw did not know, but he knew that she never had the energy to do much when she didn't eat. Littlemoon cannot succumb to the same fate; SkyClan needs him.

After Fluffypaw tries insisting that Littlemoon take her offering, Lionpaw meows with a slightly concerned expression painted across their features, "Y'gotta eat to keep your strength up." Mallowlark offers some words of encouragement as well. Lionpaw knew that he sometimes did not feel like eating when he was feeling down; he could only assume that Littlemoon was feeling something similar with the recent death of Sootspritespark. The chocolate torbie point felt sad for the warrior. He could not even fathom the idea of losing Bobbie... ever.
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  • LIONPAW —— apprentice of skyclan , mentored by crowsight ✦ penned by beatles
    trans male / he/they pronouns / 6 moons & ages every 9th
    single / bisexual & monogamous
    peaceful and healing powerplay permitted / underline & tag account when attacking
    —— easy combat difficulty / won't start fights, won't kill

    "speech", thoughts, all opinions are ic
    biography — msg on discord for plots — toyhouse
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    a longhaired chocolate torbie point with blue eyes. a silky, cream-colored pelt is adorned with chocolate points. his points are splashed with ginger spots. tabby patterns also stripe around their dark limbs and face.
 
it's not my fault i have my father's eyes .
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A scarred maw opened to deny the apprentice when Fluffypaw proclaimed it’d hurt her feelings. He paused, jaw shutting with an audible click. If he’d still been a hot-headed apprentice with anger issues that rivaled the sun, Littlemoon would have scowled, shooting back anger-tipped words and stalking off because he didn’t need help. Not if he had four paws that could carry him to the fresh-kill pile.

Right. He wasn’t angry anymore. No. No. He was. Strongly so, but Littlemoon had matured since getting his warrior’s name and it was something he was neither happy nor sad about. It was just there. Or maybe that was the unresolved trauma talking. He chuckled mirthfully, bitter, but still silly — barely audible as Mallowlark and Lionpaw appeared, offering various words of encouragement.

He swallowed ruefully. Yes. Eating. Right. He could do that. Littlemoon dipped down, nose nudging the mouse awkwardly, dead set on ignoring the stabbing hunger pains that seemed to be a constant in Littlemoon’s life nowadays.

It’d go to waste. The freckled warrior was certain of that. He wasn’t keen on wasting prey, but he doubted he could get away with not eating it, not if he wanted to deal with a crying apprentice, and well — Littlemoon glanced at Mallowlark and Lionpaw.

He sighed, flank heaving with the motion, too tired to argue. “Of course.” Bloodshot hues crinkled with an awkward smile gracing scarred lips.

Already dreading it, Littlemoon took a small bite.
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