The scents of the forest were strong in her scents, making her stomach ache with hunger. Although, her curiousity of what this talk may be would not leave her alone. Was it something similar to Lichentail? Where she was told the way others saw her? How she came off? Something told her in her gut that the assumption was wrong and she was only left to wonder in silence. Aspenhaze seemed too friendly to her to do such, and why would they want it to be totally private? Was this business matters or personal?
Her softened gaze settled upon Aspenhaze, turning to face them in a way of respect and to show them she was intently listening. Her tail twitched in a friendly way, admiring their beauty from her spot. She said nothing, instead showing them through her body language. Mix-matched ears pricked intently as they began.
I…I like you, Petalnose. More than just like, I love you with all my being.
It felt as if her heart shut down for a moment, her whole body frozen as she listened to the rest of the confession. Petalnose couldn't fight, run or hide from this feeling. Fighting was the first thing that came into her instincts for anything. Although, there was no threat. Her instincts could not register a threat. So she merely shut down into a form of surrender and shock, though she fought everything she could to not let her thoughts numb out their words. It felt as if many moons passed before she felt her heart pounding out of her chest. Heat quickly warmed her body like a hot Greenleaf ray.
For the first few moons she woke up from her incident, she did not believe she would ever be loved. She wasn't lovable. Sure, she believed there were several who cared for her. Though.. love. Love was complicated. She was stabbed in the back many times from someone she thought was supposed to love her and then ripped away from her twice. This would tie her down into something she would either enjoy or be torn in the end. Fear told her she couldn't go through this again. She didn't want to be hurt again and she also didn't want to hurt someone with the way she acted. She didn't want to make them feel hurt. Fear told her she couldn't do this. She needed to run away, run from this encounter or fight.
Would you be my mate, Petalnose?
It was her turn to talk. Her jaw opened slightly agap, though nothing came out as she searched for answers. She couldn't say no, even if her fear made her feel incapable of a relationship.
She let these feelings go for once. She adored Aspenhaze, more than anyone in her camp.
She loved them. Petalnose knew she couldn't see them with anyone else, they practically were always at each other's sides when they could. She knew if she saw anyone else take her spot she would want to thrash her claws at the individual. Was that selfish of her? To love? Could she even love properly? Would she even be a good mate? Those questions fluttered in her mind for a moment of silence, adverting her gaze towards the territory around them.
This was the biggest decision she could make. Even bigger than choosing to be a lead warrior. Relationships were a big commitment, harder to get out of than a position within the ranks. Even if you did get out of the relationship either in good terms or bad, they would still walk close in camp. You couldn't escape them if you were loyal to your clan. But.. she didn't actually care, as if that would never happen in her power.
The molly swiftly locked eyes back onto them, as if her confidence and bravery struck the fear looming over her and swallowed it whole. It won the battle. Just like it always had.
"I will. I love you too, Aspenhaze. I don't think I could've denied it any longer. I will do everything in my power to be the best I can. Of course, I will be your mate!" She purred excitedly, pushing away her panicked thoughts to celebrate their courtship to herself. It wasn't even as if she pushed them away, it was as if her mind came to peace upon the decision. Like it was satisfied and pleased with it. Her once hungry stomach felt as if it was full, anxiety and excitement pushing back her appetite and twisting her stomach.
Shaky and tense limbs finally moved closer towards them to comfort any anxiety Aspenhaze had,
aiming to draw her tongue across their face with a loud purr. For a moment, tears of enlightenment sparkled in her eyes, looking down upon her mate in a lovestruck manner.
I will do everything in my power to protect you.
"I will live and die for you with a smile on my face. You're everything to me, Aspenhaze."
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