- Oct 10, 2022
- 63
- 7
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Her routine is mindless and mind-numbing. Get up, do a patrol or two with Lightning, hunt, train, return to camp and sleep. It doesn't help that she's been distancing herself from almost all her friends, not that she had many in the first-place. Koi doesn't even find herself missing them, other than Crappie, who often found themselves in the medicine den. She finds herself getting along with the warriors more rather than the ones her age, and its a realization that she had been forced to grow up too fast.
...
Oh well. Nothing she could do about that.
Today is no different, but it would be unbeknownst to her. She had risen early, barely ate, only to be told Lightning would be busy for the day. Her ears twitch irritably, because now shes left alone to her thoughts, left alone in camp where every little splash reminds her of Peachpaw's face. She doesn't like remaining stationary for too long, but she doesn't have anything to do today anymore, and while she's learned to deal with her nightmares by herself, her thoughts are much harder to wrangle in to place. She huffs, a choked growl rumbling in her throat as she makes her way to the edge of camp, where water laps the surface, and sits.
Her reflection remains the same. The same exhausted daughter that she once was, that she still is, that she can't escape. She had thrown her mother flowers in to the river, as a tribute, but if it were up to her now she'd shred each and every last petal, scorn her mother from wherever she resides in the after life. Her nub tail thumps against the ground, her breathing picking up as she turns her head, rising to her paws with a roll of her eyes. Whatever, whatever, off and on relationship with her mother like always. Unconsciously she begins to search for Buckgait, the last semblance of a comforting presence she had.
...
Oh well. Nothing she could do about that.
Today is no different, but it would be unbeknownst to her. She had risen early, barely ate, only to be told Lightning would be busy for the day. Her ears twitch irritably, because now shes left alone to her thoughts, left alone in camp where every little splash reminds her of Peachpaw's face. She doesn't like remaining stationary for too long, but she doesn't have anything to do today anymore, and while she's learned to deal with her nightmares by herself, her thoughts are much harder to wrangle in to place. She huffs, a choked growl rumbling in her throat as she makes her way to the edge of camp, where water laps the surface, and sits.
Her reflection remains the same. The same exhausted daughter that she once was, that she still is, that she can't escape. She had thrown her mother flowers in to the river, as a tribute, but if it were up to her now she'd shred each and every last petal, scorn her mother from wherever she resides in the after life. Her nub tail thumps against the ground, her breathing picking up as she turns her head, rising to her paws with a roll of her eyes. Whatever, whatever, off and on relationship with her mother like always. Unconsciously she begins to search for Buckgait, the last semblance of a comforting presence she had.
"speech"