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It insists upon itself, the thoughts of nervousness that bubble up near constantly... It was both an honor and an incredible weight to wield, to learn how to brandish this weapon safely, to position herself a shield against the coming torrents. Smokestar would not say it but he knew it just the same from his own experience. To be deputy was not just a bid for successor, it meant becoming the thin veil between leader and the world that sought to ruin him. There is another she had assumed might be a better selection, had she not chosen moons ago that her fate led elsewhere- free of the nursery and Lichentail was already eager to cling to her wisdom, to the delicate way her tongue articulated meaning Lichentail could only offer in jumbled, twisted words.
Maybe there was something to be taught.. to learn? Could it even be explained in a way she might make use of it sooner rather than later? Hazecloud had tried, for neigh on two years, to teach her a better way of speaking, of accepting (sometimes bitterly) how badly she was at sharing her feelings or thoughts. The line between what was overstepping grew blurred every time her duties changed, made her sit and re-evaluate her role in quiet, frustrated thought.
"Willowroot," she searched for her in earnest, hoping to find a break where she were not fussing over her kin (a fluttering in her chest gives tell of her anxiety; would she be as invested, involved? Would she get the chance, with the winter so rapidly approaching?)-- "How is Robinpaw doing? I... truly appreciate her gentle nature, she did a great service to try to break up a fight that Velvetpaw and Cicadapaw got into... Some of that credit has to go to you, I'm sure." A doting mother, an encouraging mentor and once a beloved member of the council... was there anything Willowroot couldn't do with her eyes closed and her paws behind her back?
Maybe there was something to be taught.. to learn? Could it even be explained in a way she might make use of it sooner rather than later? Hazecloud had tried, for neigh on two years, to teach her a better way of speaking, of accepting (sometimes bitterly) how badly she was at sharing her feelings or thoughts. The line between what was overstepping grew blurred every time her duties changed, made her sit and re-evaluate her role in quiet, frustrated thought.
"Willowroot," she searched for her in earnest, hoping to find a break where she were not fussing over her kin (a fluttering in her chest gives tell of her anxiety; would she be as invested, involved? Would she get the chance, with the winter so rapidly approaching?)-- "How is Robinpaw doing? I... truly appreciate her gentle nature, she did a great service to try to break up a fight that Velvetpaw and Cicadapaw got into... Some of that credit has to go to you, I'm sure." A doting mother, an encouraging mentor and once a beloved member of the council... was there anything Willowroot couldn't do with her eyes closed and her paws behind her back?
WELL IF YOU WANT MY BLOOD I'LL MAKE SO MUCH BLOOD
THAT YOU'RE GONNA FUCKING DROWN