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.you save everyone —————————
————————— but who saves you.
HIS MUSCULAR BUILD SLID PAST SILVER BINS BUBBLING WITH ROTTEN FOODS, nose scrunching up at the smell wafting past the sensitive buds of his tongue. His tail twitched, ignoring how his muscles bubbled, tensing beneath darkened flesh as if waiting for something to jump out. The anxiety prickled his flesh as he drew deep, steady breaths to calm his racing heart.
The wounded brute paused, head curled over his shoulder to stare behind him, brows furrowed in caution, fur bristling along the lengths of his spine at the familiar sensation lapped at his consciousness. He was being watched, wasn’t he? Mason frowned. Who the fuck is it then? Azure optics drifted along the visible crevices of brick and pavement, noting his blind spots which … didn’t settle well with his stomach. Too many.
With a snort, Mason pulled forward, shaking his helm. Whoever it was would show themselves, eventually. He didn’t have time to wait. Damnit. His frame buzzed with familiar aches, pinching at his nerves. Who knew he’d find comfort in the dulling … burning pain that seemed to encompass his entire being like a warm blanket on a cold winter’s morning. He huffed out a bitter laugh, azure optics crinkling, lips curled in a bitter grin. Fucking hellhole.
He didn’t deserve the soft, bubbly moments in life. He didn’t fucking deserve it. He deserved to suffer for all his misgivings. He was a damn monster. No one could convince him otherwise. Hell. Kavan tried and even the charismatic idiot failed to help. Keane hadn’t bothered to beat around the bush, boldly announcing that whatever fucked up thought was running through his head was a lie.
Damnit. He shouldn’t be thinking of this when Yukio hadn’t shown up to help Yuhwa who’d come stumbling back with a panicked expression. Where the hell could a pregnant feline go? Not here, apparently.
The raven-hued brute spun on his heels intending to head back where he came. His brows furrowed, mulling over where the tiny cream-ticked feline could go. Yukio’s small. He reminded himself, tossing his head to stare at the looming twolegs building with a scowl. The prickling sensation returned tenfold drawing in a sharp breath, shaking his helm. What the hell? He wasn’t entirely sure who would follow him, but even then, Mason wasn’t sure he’d be able to defend himself.
Because you’re weak. His subconscious reminded him. A bittersweet smile overtook the scowl, that settled heavily on his darkened lips. He fought back the bubbling laugh that threatened to escape. Damnit. Azure optics drifted from side to side, observing the eerie buildings submerged in darkness, willowy tail twitched in annoyance. “Whoever you are—” He snapped, teeth bared in prickling fear. He wouldn’t be strong enough to hold someone back. Not in his condition. Fuck. When had that stopped him from fighting? His family.
He might be a selfish bastard, but he’d never abandoned them. He didn’t have the heart too, The raven-furred brute snorted. Even if his heart was shrouded in darkness. He didn’t deserve them for fuck sakes. He didn’t deserve a lot of shit, but here he was being the selfish bastard that he was.
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The wounded brute paused, head curled over his shoulder to stare behind him, brows furrowed in caution, fur bristling along the lengths of his spine at the familiar sensation lapped at his consciousness. He was being watched, wasn’t he? Mason frowned. Who the fuck is it then? Azure optics drifted along the visible crevices of brick and pavement, noting his blind spots which … didn’t settle well with his stomach. Too many.
With a snort, Mason pulled forward, shaking his helm. Whoever it was would show themselves, eventually. He didn’t have time to wait. Damnit. His frame buzzed with familiar aches, pinching at his nerves. Who knew he’d find comfort in the dulling … burning pain that seemed to encompass his entire being like a warm blanket on a cold winter’s morning. He huffed out a bitter laugh, azure optics crinkling, lips curled in a bitter grin. Fucking hellhole.
He didn’t deserve the soft, bubbly moments in life. He didn’t fucking deserve it. He deserved to suffer for all his misgivings. He was a damn monster. No one could convince him otherwise. Hell. Kavan tried and even the charismatic idiot failed to help. Keane hadn’t bothered to beat around the bush, boldly announcing that whatever fucked up thought was running through his head was a lie.
Damnit. He shouldn’t be thinking of this when Yukio hadn’t shown up to help Yuhwa who’d come stumbling back with a panicked expression. Where the hell could a pregnant feline go? Not here, apparently.
The raven-hued brute spun on his heels intending to head back where he came. His brows furrowed, mulling over where the tiny cream-ticked feline could go. Yukio’s small. He reminded himself, tossing his head to stare at the looming twolegs building with a scowl. The prickling sensation returned tenfold drawing in a sharp breath, shaking his helm. What the hell? He wasn’t entirely sure who would follow him, but even then, Mason wasn’t sure he’d be able to defend himself.
Because you’re weak. His subconscious reminded him. A bittersweet smile overtook the scowl, that settled heavily on his darkened lips. He fought back the bubbling laugh that threatened to escape. Damnit. Azure optics drifted from side to side, observing the eerie buildings submerged in darkness, willowy tail twitched in annoyance. “Whoever you are—” He snapped, teeth bared in prickling fear. He wouldn’t be strong enough to hold someone back. Not in his condition. Fuck. When had that stopped him from fighting? His family.
He might be a selfish bastard, but he’d never abandoned them. He didn’t have the heart too, The raven-furred brute snorted. Even if his heart was shrouded in darkness. He didn’t deserve them for fuck sakes. He didn’t deserve a lot of shit, but here he was being the selfish bastard that he was.
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